𝙥𝙤𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙣 - 𝙟𝙞𝙠𝙤𝙤𝙠

01

pjm pov

"what does this even mean??" i sat in the quiet library, pulling at my hair in stress about my math homework that I have due tomorrow. i mean, what the heck is the point of algebra ?! its not like ill ever be needing to use it in my everyday life, so whats the point in learning it?

god i cant wait to graduate so i wont have to do this useless crap anymore. wants i graduate im ghosting everybody in this hell hole! anyways, i mean yeah im smart, but even us nerds get tired of learning this crap everyday. i mean like who wouldn'-

i was to caught up in my own thoughts to not even notice the figure standing in front of me, waving there hand in front of my face.

"Jiminnn! earth to jiminnn! minnieeee-" i gently smacked his hand out of my face, "okay hoseok you got my attention!" he gave me a warm smile setting his stuff down to sit in front of me. "what were you thinking of to have you look that distraught?" he joked.

"i was thinking of this hellhole, i hate it here and i hate everybody." hoseok's face dropped, "ruuude, so you hate me?" he fluttered his eyes clamping his hands together making want to cringe.

"ESPECIALLY you!!" i gagged, we both shared a laugh not realizing how loud we were being until the librarian shushed us making us apologize, and continued to laugh but more quietly.

"so have you seen that namjoon and jin got together?"

"who are they?"

"jesus jimin! you really are a loner; how do you not know Jin and namjoon? there like the most popular upperclassman at this school!"

i rolled my eyes, who cares about a little school fame, i mean no ones gonna remember you after you graduate. "or i just dont care enough."

"but anyways, Namjoon and jin just announced there in a openly gay relationship-"

"really! wow, im so proud of them!"

"yeah but i dont know how to feel about it."

"c'mon hoseok!"

"i know jimin! its just how i was raised you know!"
i sighed, "yeah i understand."

me and hoseok have known each other for years but growing up i noticed his parents were very strict on him and his sister. they wouldn't let him wear 'girly colors' like pink or purple and he wasn't even allowed to hug me or anything! we were only allowed to fist bump or high-five each other, just last month was the first time we ever hugged in the 10 years i've known him, but its not Hoseoks fault he's homophobic, its his parents imbedding in his mind that a homosexual relationships are wrong.

hell, i Even remember when we were in fifth grade I painted my nails blue with a marker at school just for fun and he also did the same but the next day he came back to school and I noticed he had a big black eye, and I asked him what happened and he said his parents beat him because he was acting 'gay'. they even called him a disgrace to humanity.

ever since then he doesn't participate in anything that would be seen as feminine. I always felt so bad seeing his sad expression as he watched people do the things he wish he could do.

"well its almost time for lunch to be over the, we should get to our next class." Hoseok snapped me out of my thoughts, i nodded my head and quickly gathered all my stuff.

"Today will be learning about different strains of the flu blah blah blah..." i was dozing off in class listening to the teacher lecture to us about whatever. i usually never pay attention in class but somehow i still ace all my tests and get good scores on my homework so i guess it doesn't matter.

i glance over at the clock, '30 more minutes so basically 2x 15 minutes and 15 minutes is just 10 minutes plus 5 minutes and 10 minutes its just 2x 5 minutes' i thought to myself trying to make the time seem fast, i wanted to sigh out loud, this class is so freaking boring!

the class was finally over and i pushed threw the crowded hallway trying to find my locker to get my stuff to go home for the day, wants i finally was at my locker i gathered my bag and my stuff trying my best to avoid any social contact.

"JIMINNNN!!" the crowds attention suddenly shifted to the loud voice and me. i wanted to disappear, hoseok why do you have to be so loud?
"jimin you wanna walk home together!?"
"hoseok shut up! everyones looking at us you loudmouth!" i flicked his forehead, 'oww'.

"and no i cant, i have to go the grocery store after school how about tomorrow though?" hoseok let out a dramatic sigh, "seems like you never can walk home with me anymore!" he pouted. "oh shut up! were getting older and im getting more busier, but you act like im not talking to you every passing period and lunch and plus i even text you during class when im suppo-" "okay okay! i get it jimin!" he laughed, i just smirked and rolled my eyes. "ill walk you out to the front though." "okay lets go."

"bye jminine ill see you tomorrow!" i waved at hoseok as we split ways, "bye hoseok!"

i walked through the park and by the beach, i took out the grocery list examining it as i was walking, not realizing were i was going i suddenly bumped into a hard chest making me fall on my butt. "oh my bad-"

before i could even finish my sentence a large foot was met with my face, making me fall back on my butt. i immediately clutched my nose in pain i could feel the warm liquid pouring out all over my hand, what the hell?

"watch were your going you fucking weird ass fag!" a familiar voice spat out at me. "it was a accident what the hell is wrong with you! you'll pay for this!" i said trying to act tuff, jackson and yugyeom just laughed in my face looking down at me. "this bitch really thinks were scared of him?" a fist full of my hair was grabbed, "ay! ain't he the weirdo that never talks and hangs out with that other gay fag, his only friend." they both laughed in my face, i wanted to through up there breathe smelt like pure cigarettes and dog shit.

"dont look at us like that!" yugyeom strikes my dead in my stomach, "the fuck is wrong with you?!" Jackson punches me in my head making me raise my arms over my head in defense. god i probably look so pitiful. but its not my fault there breath smells like the valley of death!

"for disrespecting us like that, you bet were gonna be on your ass everyday jiminie, and maybe your friends too so he doesn't think he's some hero or something!" they laugh in my face, id kill them if they touch hoseok! "i dont care what you to me but touch hoseok and ill-"
"you'll what!?" jackson leans into my face making me turn my head to the side refusing to look at his ugly face. "hmm?" they mock me. i mean what would i do? im a wuss. i stayed quiet. "exactly pussy, don't try and act hard now."

they harshly pushed me one last time before the insulted me again and left. i was so relieved they left, i probably look like i just left a battle feild so i guess ill just go home, i dont want no one calling the cops getting me in even more trouble than i'm in now.

are they really gonna beat my ass everyday because i accidentally bumped into them? what the hell? are the mentally ill? but then again, i was being such a pussy! i couldn't even stick up for my best friend and who knows what they'll do to hoseok...