I knew the day would come where I would write this.
Mara,darling,you hurt me a lot.So this first episode will be for you!I geuss this is like Hannah baker,minus the suicide.
I get it,you're busy with life.But if you message me first I expect a reply,I used to try to be cute to impress you,but I've realised how much of a bitch you are,oh wow we got out of "the hole" and we've gone back into it.It wouldn't of happened if you tried to put in effort with me,all I wanted was to fit in with you guys and geuss what it failed.All you would put was "oop-" when I was seriously hurting,you hurt me more then you think.But only now whilst I write this you're realising I'm not okay,I don't deny that it hurts anymore.Youre now begging to help me,you could've seen it sooner,but you were to blunt and blind to see it.You tell me to not complain if I don't want to talk about it,what the actual fuck is wrong with you?
