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I LOOK at him as he fix his self. I smile when he look at me and hug me. We finish our study together here in library. We are both tired because of some projects too.
"I feel so drain. Give me energy." I shook my head and pinch his nipple.
"Shut up. Come on let's eat!" I said and pull him. We walk around and holding hands.
We've been together since we are highschool and now we are college but he is still a baby, he is still my big baby always depend on me. Sometimes I am scared that he won't make it because he will always depend on me, my presence, to be with him when he will study.
"Here!" I look at the place he pointed. We both nod when we saw our favorite restaurant. We both enter and order food.
While he order I look at his face. He is the man I fight for. He is the man I waited for. We both know that our love is wrong it was forbidden. Love will always make you a different person.
Even if it's hard, even if it's wrong, even if it's forbidden, it was a mistake, my love for him didn't even moved. Still steady. Still with him. Many judgments and the society.
"You stare at me for almost 5 minutes and yet you still not finish? I know baby I am handsome and you're too in love, me too." He smirk at me. I glare at him and he close his mouth.
"I don't even know why I chose you." I said. It was a joke but he look at me seriously."W-what? It was a joke.."
"I hate it when you say that even if it's a joke. Please don't ever say that because for me even if I don't have any reason I will still chose you." He said and kiss my forehead. I smile and close my eyes.
We both eat the food we order and just spent the hours talking to each other. I sigh when I realize something."Our graduation will be next month. What's your plan?"
"Well, I plan to go to the Canada since we have a business there. I will manage it." He said and look at me."How about you?"
"I don't know. I guess you will be in Canada?" I said while avoiding making eyes contact because I feel like I was about to cry.
"Hey. Hey. Look at me." Jungkook hold my face and look at me, so do I."You will come with me. I already told my Dad that you will work for me."
I bite my lips."But you know we are different. I wanted to be a teacher and you are a business man."
"It doesn't matter. I mean we both know that we can't be away to each other." I nod and continue to eat."Whatever happenes we will supporting each other."
"Better. I will go visit Canada and maybe I will teach there I don't know, I only know is that we both need to adjust." I said and we smile to each other.
We will adjust our time and all.
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WHEN I step down I look at the place. It's still the same I guess. I smile when I saw my friends out there in the airport. I hurriedly go to them and hug me. I feel warmth again.
"Hey! We miss you so much!" Jimin said while hugging me and then I hug Jin.
"How are you? It's been years! You look mature but all in all you still the same!" Jin said while helping me holding my bag.
"Yeah yeah. I miss you two too. I will be here for a month? I will go back to states after I attend the wedding." I grin and they both tease me.
We go to the café after that. I just change my suit and then we are ready to go. We enter the café and they waited for me."Since you are just now, go and order for us!"
"Yeah! Treat us too!" Jin said while laughing together with Jimin. I shook my head and go to order.
When I finish I go to them and talk about our life. Jin look at me."You two are successful already."
"Yeah, Jungkook's bussiness is famous and big as hell he is the young millionare here in this country." Jimin said while giving me the newspaper."I am excited for the wedding!"
"We both are. I am excited too. I wanted to wear the suit I bought!" I said and smile at them.
"So, what will be your plan?" Jin said while getting the cake and coffee we order.
"Still the same." I said and eat the cake. They smile at me and caress my both hands.
"I am happy for you because I can see that you are happy and okay for the life you have." Jimin said. I smile at them.
We just talk about our life and business. They are both successful too. They have their own things to be busy with. We are all busy but we made time to each other. Real friends.
I arrange myself and fix the white coat. Everyone is busy as they fix their own dresses/suits. I smile when I saw my friende waving at me. They are handsome.
"Thank you for coming, Taehyung." I look at the person behind me. I got nervous and I stand up straight.
"Hey. Y-yeah, thank you for inviting me too to your wedding." He fix his self in the mirror. I look at his face.
I can see that he is happy. He is contented to the life he chose. My heart aches for a moment when I saw his smile when he arrange his coat in the mirror. He is excited to meet his bride. It was supposed to be us..
"You didn't change you still look at me like that. I'm glad you're back." Jungkook said and hug me. I close my eyes and hug him back."I miss you.."
"I miss you too.." I said. I look at him as he look at the place where his wedding will be held.
"It's been a years since we last saw each other and now we saw each other in my wedding. How are you? You are a teacher now I see." He said while looking at me. I nod my head.
"Finally my dreams come true." I said and smile. I look at him as my tears fell down."But I lost you.."
"We lost each other. We are both have our priority and maybe we are still young to decided the things we wanted to decide, to sacrifice the things that it's important to us." He said while looking at me too. He looks independent now while talking about responsibility and priority.
It doesn't change he is my Kookie. He is still my big baby from the way he act. I shook my head and wipe my own tears because I know he won't."Yeah. M-maybe because this is our destiny. You marrying someone and me being a teacher."
"Please the groom should be waiting here." The organizer said and pull Jungkook. He look at me again and he smile.
I smile back and wave back. I bite my lips and I didn't stop myself anymore to cry. I'm in pain. We both hurted each other. It doesn't change I still love him, why the hell I am staring at him like the way I stared at him before? I know he knows that I still love him.
I will still choose his happiness even if it hurts. I find my own path by sacrificing him and our relationship. Maybe if we are still together I will love him right.
It doesn't change but his feelings change and it was our fate, we met but not meant to be together.
