Camila Cabello 2.0

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"I'm tired of loving somebody thats not mine"

It's been a couple of months of letting my PR team along with my manager Roger who set up this gig so I could date Shawn but make it look like a stunt do you follow? Neither do I but it's something they've been trying to get into our heads. I remember clearly back in 2016 a year after i did the single with shawn was a hit but those vocals of mine yikes but im getting side tracked, we both had feelings for the other for awhile but they wouldn't let us saying it would ruin the fans the 5H army that we have but i doubt that because there was five unique girls which we had our own ships. I sighed walking into the coffee shop by my California complex that no one knew about expect my family, and shawn who was already there waiting he looked drained i smiled a bit pulling a chair out from the front of him

"Hey mila did anyone notice?" i shock my head no

"I hate this i mean i hate them for doing this" i felt his muscled hand grab mine i ran my finger over his tattoo

"At least it was real for us at one point...maybe we'll see where time takes us?" i felt the tears start to come up he got up pulling me into a hug softly his arms that always made me feel calm even during the worst of days "don't cry mila...although everything looked staged on social media to me it wasn't...i loved since i was fifteen"

"I know....this whole PR shit pisses me off they ruined my relationship with--" i gulped having not said that name for awhile "lauren...and now you dammit shawn" camila's voice was raising along with the deep anger she had for her team while he held me in his arms all i could think about was how they kept doing this to me and this would be the last straw i won't let them get between it again even if i have to risk my carrae just a little.

After my visit with Shawn I was packing up to head to Maimi to Yn house knowing tonight would be when a thousand of articles would confirm the breakup to which yn and I started to bond again because of this and I couldn't help but think of her the more an more i was with shawn . It didn't feel like love anymore. It was exciting in the beginning because they let me date but then after a few months it felt like a job at one point we grew tired of following orders and along with that whatever we had fell apart. Maybe i'll catch some much needed rest on the plane ride.

The uber left me in front of Yn front steps feeling the excitement in me rise i rang the bell shifting on my feet i've known yn ever since 2016 she was the girls and i on the road counselor like the ones they have at school i wouldn't say therapist because at times she felt apart of our friend group but she is a certified therapist,

When the doors opened i latched on to her "oommf cam i missed you too" i felt the tingles go up my back as her hands held under my thigh to keep me up "of course you did i'm impossible to not miss" she let me down gently then reaching the front door making sure to lock it as well when she had her back turned to me i was able to fully take her in i bit my bottom lip getting lost in my thoughts not knowing she was already looking my way

"Why don't you take a picture it'll last longer cabello" she smirked walking by me dragging along my luggage that i always carry around, i felt like a teenager again whenever i was around her i followed her through the apartment

"Here you go dork the guest room is all set up" camila sighed looking at the girl giving her puppy dog eyes to which yn crossed her arms knowing how hard it was to resist those eyes

"Fine i give up between you and lauren those eyes will always get what they want" i eyed her through my bangs wondering if i should bring it up or let it slide ill let it slide...for now

"Exactly i'm sure you learnt that lesson the hard way those years before" yn grinned but caught herself "sure think what you want dork go shower you smell" i gripped her arm running my fingers up the dragon tattoo that started from her wrist up until her neck i always thought about what it would be like if my lips were to follow it all the way up to her neck

"I am not a dork anymore yn...." yn challenged the small cuban back as well never breaking eye contact "You'll always be my cute dork cabello" i sucked in the side of my lip seeing her eyes quickly glance towards them then back up this time i smirked i pulled on her shirt till her face was level to mine

"Then maybe i'll have to show you how much this dork has grown up huh" camila could see the way yn eyes were rethinking just about everything "now if you excuse i need to shower...." dragging out the final word leaving yn there standing between the bedroom door frame

Finishing up in the shower ten minutes later camila grabbed her lotion spreading it down her legs arms letting down her now wet hair gasping when she felt hands wrap around her from behind grinning when she smelt the familiar scent that was yn camila backed out of the girls touch yn walked forward

"What do you think you're doing huh?" camila grinned leaning on the bed with just her elbows as yn was leaning over her tracing yn face with the tips of her fingers leaning up a bit teasing the girl their lips close "kiss me yn" the cuabn whispered ghosting her lips on yn who pulled back playing along but camila had other plans pushing yn to side landing on the bed straddling her shocking the other girl

"What did i tell you....im no clumsy dork anymore" i whispered my hands fingers playing with the back of her neck as i finally sealed the kiss making yn groan i wanted so long to do this i grounded my hips into her. I then pushed her down on the bed as I lifted her right arm where the tattoo was. I could see yn leaning up watching as my lips trailed from her wrist kissing along her arm, she was breathing heavily as my other hand skimmed up her shirt scratching gently down her toned stomach.

Dragging my lips up the side of her neck sucking at her pulse point that was right below her ear i felt her arms grip my hips trying to get some type of friction. I grinned taking her earlobe between my lips biting down "what's gotten into you...." yn moaned feeling the effect camila was having on her i leaned away from her neck, my hands lifting her shirt up dragging my lips down the toned stomach that i loved to see whenever she hung her sweatpants low, then i lend up looking into her eyes.

Yn flipped them over catching camila by surprise as her lips trailed down camila's smooth neck focusing on one spot in praticlar tracing a pattern with her tongue,then lightly blowing on it and sucking creating a pattern that sent camila over the edge had tangled her hands in yn hair her legs closed around yn stomach "please" the singer begged yn flattened her hand down the singers abs feeling how aroused she was her thumb at her clit as she pumped two fingers in the girls center camila leant up sighing in relief leaning forward she captured camilas lips in her own who was panting yn looked down seeing how camila had her head thrown back light sweat showing up on her neck "oh yn more" she leant up holding onto my face as i added a third finger our eyes locked on each other her thighs beginning to tense up, i kissed her lips quicken my pace i felt her nails dig into the back of my shoulders feeling her around my fingers she i laid her down hovering over her a bit watching her calm down her eyes fluttering open answering my question from earlier

"Im tired of loving somebody thats not mine"