Being Idol Being Perfect (Hoshi X Woozi)

Chapter 5: Concert

It's been a two weeks since the incounter, but Soonyoung seemed to take it really well.

They still met at the dancing studio and practice together.

"Hey tomorrow is the concert, are you ready?", Soonyoung said exited.

"Sure I'm ready!", Jihoon says and laughs.

A part of their way home they walk toghether, till they have to go there own way.

As Jihoon was home he takes a shower and goese to his closet.

"What should I wear tomorrow?", as he finally picks something he puts it on to see how it looks, but he can"t seem to close his Jeans. As much as he tries it wont close.

"C'mon close you stupid jeans.", tears run over his face.

As he takes it of again and only stands there in boxers he looked at himself in the mirror. He defenetly gained weight, you could bearly see his rips anymore.

He grabs his sports cloth and start running outside around his house again and again. As he runs cicles his mind does, too.

'How could I stoped being careful. But Soonyoung always made sure that I eat at least a bit, I was so compftable around him he it made it so easy.
He is so carring and nice. NO! Consentrate! You don't love him. And you don't wanna be fat, do you? You wanna look good at that concert so I wont stop running till I can wear the outfit I chose for tomorrow!"

Hours later he stoped and went home. He held one to everything, because he can't stand on his own anymore.
He grabs a bottle of ice cold water and drank it all at once. Then he takes a glas of ice and takes it with him, he put one after the other in his mouth to get the feeling he's eating something.
He tries on his outfit again and really it fits. Happy he lets himself fell on his bed and fell asleep.

The next day the doorbell ring, and ring again. Jihoon woke up and looks outside, the sun is already up.

"Dame it!", he runs down stairs and realises that his legs a still shaking and nearly drips. He opens the door, it was Soonyoung.

"Jihoon we wanted to meet to get breakfast before we go!", Soonyoung said reproachful.

"I'm so sorry. I, I didn't heard my alarm. I'll be ready in 15 minutes.", Jihoon says as he's already going up the stairs, "Make yourself at home!", he added.

Jihoon takes a shower with ice cold water, wich wakes him up. Then he looks at his cloth.

"I wore them for sleep, sould I still wear them to the concert."

"Come on you don't have much time left if you want to hold im the 15 minute!", Soonyoung screams from downstairs.

Jihoon puts on the cloth and a bit of deodorant. He packs his bag and goes downstairs.

"Your're lucky, we plant the day, so you've got enough time. Have you eaten something already."

Jihoon feels sick when he only things about eating something, but he can't lie to Soonyoung.

"No, but I'm so exited I can't eat a single bite.", Jihoon says with a smile and puts his ticket in the bag.

"Okay, maby we find something on the way, but you have to eat. Concerts are pretty exhausting and we don't want you to miss your first right?", Soonyoung says with a laugh. Jihoon nods and gives him a smile back.

They go to the car and start driving, after a while they see a restaraunt.

"Look we can eat there, if you like.", Soonyoung said and pointed at it.

"Sure.", Jihoon knew that Soonyoung would not stop until he ate something.

As they step into the reastraunt, Jihoon goes into the restroom.

He stands at one of the sinks and put some water in his face, both of his hand are holding thight onto the sink. He didn't knew if he can hold hinself up, if he lets go now.

'You're fine Jihoon, you go to a concert of your favorite artist, with a beautiful boy . . . no, friend. If only this room would stop turning.'

Jihoon shakes his head, and his breath is heavy, he looks himself in the eyes though the mirror as he notices, that his eyes are closing. And then his legs give out, he fell onto the floor, he's unconscious and doesn't move.

Soonyoung sits outside and has already odered whe he notice how some paramedics rushes into the restroom.

"Jihoon.", he jumped up and ran toward them.

He has been hold back as he tries to get in ,"HE'S MY FRIEND!", Soonyoung starts to become hysterical.

"You know him? And are here with him?", he got asked calmly.

"Yeah.", Soonyoungs voice sounds broken and tears run over his face.

"Please, would you come with us to the hospital?"

"Sure. Of cures. I wont let you alone Jihoon.", you can hear the last sentence very quietly.

"Please get into the ambulence."

Soonyoung got in when after him Jihoon was braught in, he was still unconscious. Soonyoung takes his hand and ran his fingers through his hair.

"Every thing will be fine, hunny.", he whispers, "I'm sorry."