hey,don't do it please (BTS×depressed reader.

yoongi and I are in a relationship.

*Hosoek's POV*
We are waiting for Reaper to come home "we are back" I hear soobin yell out "okay" I call out "there is soup in the fridge" I call out "Reaper can you please come here" I said "sure" she calls out. Reaper walks in to the room "hello princess" I said "hey a-ppa" she said smiling I smile " h-ey Gigi" she said smiling "hi Reaper" yoongi said smiling "wh-at's u-p" she said "the sky" I said nervously she laughs "um I well we wanted to tell you that we are dating" I said she claps "I k-ne-w it" she said claping "wut" I said "she already knew" yoongi said "so you're not mad?" I said "no wh-y w--ou-ld I b-e" she said "lo-ve is lov-e" she said smiling {Reaper: that means you two reader love is love as long as you are happy it doesn't matter if you are bi lesbian gay Polly ace trans straight pan or questioning you do you boo. Hobi: god damn it Reaper why did you braek the fourth wall. Reaper: because I wanted to. The maknae Line: we love you. Jin: really you four. Namjoon: stop braeking the fourth wall.}
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"Th-at me-ans yo-u to-o rea-der" "who are you talking to" "th-e rea-ders" "wut" {"Reaper stop braeking the fourth wall god damn it"} "who the fuck said that" {"yoongi don't swear"} "the hell are you" {"I'm the author"}
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"So you don't mind us dating?" I ask "n-o I d--o-n't m-i---n-d" she said "really" I said she nods I kiss yoongi "umm i'ma ju-st g-o" she said running out of the room.
*Reapers POV*
I walk in to the kitchen to see Jin cooking with the boys 'hmmmm kias not back yet' "eomma" Ju-choi yells out and runs over to me"hey baby" I said he hugs me "Kia came back earlier" Jin said "oh re---a-ll--y" I said "mhm" he hummed "he was carrying a bag" he said my face heats up "oh you know what's in the bag" he said smirking "oh sh-ut it" I said "hey boys why don't you go find the hobi and yoongi" Jin said. "Tell" he said "no" I said "what's happening" Tae asks as he walks in with nerly everyone except hobi and yoongi with him "so did you Kia and Namoi do something" Jin asks "no" I said "you're lieing" taetae said "so are you a top or a bottom" Jimin asks "b-oy I do-n't as--k yo--u ab-ou--t yo--ur se-x li--f-e so do--n't a-sk ab--out mi-ne" I said sassyl he laughs "are you a bottom" jungkook said "ommo" I scarem they laugh "but are you tho" namjoon said "uggghhhh"  "I say you're a bottom" jungkook said "owww" jungkook scaremd "you are fricking strong" he said "what when where did you have fun" Jimin said "im gon-na go se-e ho-w K--ia is" she said "don't bother I was just talking to him and he's having a nap" jungkook said smiling. All of us are in my room expect Jin, yoongi and hobi and the boys and obviously Kia "so when" Jimin asks I look at him "y--o--u're 20 so-m-et-h-ing y-ou d-o-n't n--e-e-d to kn-ow" I said I look on my bed there is a pink bag with a cat with a blue vibratier in it's mouth on it I blush I look at my lap "OooOooOoOooo what's up" Jimin said "are you remembering something" namjoon teases me "wh-at is t-hi-s, go-ss-ip h-ou-r?" I said they laugh "pervs" I said "we are not" they say at the same time "finnnnnnnneee" I said "we tried something and I freaked out" I said " Reaper did...did they force you" namjoon said I shake my head no "oh okay good" he said. Everyone left expect namjoon "Reaper" he said "uh huh" I said "um I read some of your lyrics for your new song and I know you mentioned that most of your songs have meaning so I just wanted to talk to you about it" he said i frozen 'maybe it would be good to talk about it' I grab my note pad that I use to talk to them when I can't talk or my throat hurts {that's what happens when you don't speak for six months or more} I write on it.
*Namjoon's POV*
She writes on her note pad she gives it to me
£=my step dad used to sell me for drugs. The first time he did i was only five I didn't understand what was happening why I was locked it a basement filled with men I didn't understand the places they touched me I didn't understand the pian I didn't understand why I didn't see my family for weeks I was to young to understand. I was in so much pian. When I was ten a little girl came in to the basement she looked only seven I would take beatings and the rape for her and the little food i would get I would give it to her I would try to make her happy when she turned eight I was getting you know she tried to stop them I told her not to but she did anyway they shot her in front of me they didn't kill her properly she was still alive when they left she was in so much pian they left her there to bleed to death I held her until she died I couldn't do anything for her.
I started to tear up I looked at her she is starring at a wall 'she went through hell' 'and she's still alive'.