Forever and always Joshaya

16 I don't want to do the deal anymore

Josh had no idea what I meant when I said I don't want to do the deal anymore He frowned when I said that I giggled he looked up

Josh- Why are you laughing

Maya- Because I don't want to do the deal anymore I don't want to play the long game anymore

Josh- Oh

He started to get off the subway this time I didn't laugh I got up and pushed him against the wall and held up my locket

Maya- You promised me that you wouldn't forget about me and to me that's the same thing as leaving and I can't deal with another person I love leave me again

He just looked at me waiting for me to keep talking so I did

Maya- I don't want to do the deal or play the long game anymore because I want more for us I don't want to just hold hands for 6 weeks out of the year I love you I always have since the Christmas you told me I was gorgeous I knew you wouldn't agree to boyfriend and girlfriend at the ski lodge So I came up with my stupid deal and then you came up with yours We agreed to do both deals But I wanted more than that I've always wanted more He started to talk

I shushed him

Maya- Josh Matthews I want to be your girlfriend and I always have wanted that I domt care if you want to keep it a secret I just eant to be able to go out with you and call it a date not worry about breaking the deal

Josh started to talk

Mata still had me against the wall I listened to every word  she said except the part when she said she would keep it a secret if I wanted to but that would feel like nothing had changed from the deal we made I smiled at her

Josh- I want you to be my girlfriend to

She giggled again and I picked her up and carried her out of the subway and I brought her to Riley's

Hope you guys liked this chapter its my fav so far and I'm gonna end this chapter here because I'm at 355 words