Confused Ever After

Confused Feelings

Today i woke up before the alarm rings, hmm you people must be wondering whyyyy because for the whole night like a naive little char İ am.                                                                                              İ keep thinking about his majesty. How he kissed me in the shower when we both were just in our undergarments or how he was literally eating my neck or how yummy he looks in those trousers of his and his Italian accent.               OMG again I'm doing that but that's going to be my secret or else what will happen if katy or Leonard or sarah or Sebastian will know.                                           They will tease me so much for thinking about my boss his majesty in such a way. İs it good if i talk to katy about what is this weird feeling which i feel whenever he kisses me or whenever i think about how he was in love with someone else...                 no no no char you can't think about love right now, think about how to avenge your father yes char do that  no no no you can't think about that also because then you'll remember about your outburst on his majesty but what about make up kisses ohhh no not again common char snap out of it but  his kisses they are so  addicting..                                                oh god I'm doing it again and again. I'm so confused about what are my feelings for his majesty???????    Should İ talk to mom about it. Hmm no way she is already stressed about so many think i don't want to burden her with my crazy ideas about His majesty and me.                          Thinking of him i realised that today he was rather odd with me or it is just ny imagination after what we both have shared may be but he was kind of distant today, his stormy eyes were saying so many different emotions at once that even I'm confused that what he was thinking today??                   May be about taking over his father but then why his eyes was telling me a different story like he was afraid of something or like he is hiding something.                                        Think char think what he may be thinking or hiding from you, ha as if he tells me everything.                     Time to find out char but what about his choker for you uff char you are doing an it again stop thinking about him and focus on your work yes work ohh shit no char cussing is wrong very wrong.                                            Oh God I'm late for work!!!!!!            Mr Ellington is going to kill me run char run!!!!!!!!