Love and self-love are to vary different things. Unlike most beliefs, you can love someone without love yourself first. Loving someone teaches you to love yourself. It teaches you its ok to laugh at your own jokes, to look at yourself and finally like what you see. I'm still working on self-love but I'm better then I used to be. you taught me to love, to forgive, to be ok with how I act. Because even when I feel the world crumbling around me, I know you loves me even when no one else does. It feels like the you're the glue that's holding me together. Like you're the reason I must get better, to take that green and white pill, to reach out for help when I need it, to not isolate myself anymore. The only words I seem to mutter are small thank yous. And I truly can't thank you enough.
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PoetryTW: theres some sad shit. if your sensitive to self harm, suicide, and eds please dont read. this is a poetry book. please be patient with me, i dont use the best grammar.