In a world as harsh then here

Chapter one

Hi, I'm savannah and this is my story. Ever since I was a little girl, I was depressed and suicidal. I felt non human, different. Well.. I didn't feel like this for no reason.. Let me get started, well my so called "caring parents" left me in the middle of nowhere when I was a newborn baby, soon after of coarse people found me they took me to a foster home.. And I was tooken by a man and woman, and that's when everything back fired, even though you wouldn't think anything could get worse after that, but I guess it can. They would force me to eat and if I wouldn't they would lock me in my room without food for days, I went through that until I was 9, when I decided to run away. I packed my bag, heart racing. That was the first time I ever felt good about myself, the first time I wasn't thinking about how worthless I am. As soon as I packed my bag I jumped out my window and landed in my yard then was gross and dirty looking, once I got on my feet I ran and ran and ran never wanting to stop, tears running down my cheeks. I kept going and going, and remembering that there's no one out there no one that cares nor loves me, that's when I stopped I just couldn't i couldn't handle it anymore I just wanted to scream and maybe just maybe it would all be over.