I sit on my bed staring at the wall in my room thinking of how shit my life is and how I just wanted to kill myself my eyes became glossy as I remember how many times I've been raped. I wipe them I stand up and go to the mirror and look at myself disgusted I inhale and exhale to calm myself down.
Ringring
I pick up my phone To hear the voice of my bestie char
Me:hey "I say as I sniffle a little" Char:hey what's wrong do u want me to come over "she says with worry in her voice" Me:i hit my coochie on the table and it hurts bad "I said crying a little" Char:omg is it bleeding?"she said worried but trying not to laugh at me" Me:a little yes "I said finally bursting out of laughter" Char:well I called bc your running late we'll we bc I'm coming to the party with you and I heard it's lit asf in the you should have sum fun you've been through so much. Me:ye I'll come bye Char:cya
I Lay down on the bed and just smile at how caring she is, I get up and brush my teeth once more and get dressed I curl my hair and apply light make up and I'm ready to go
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I go downstairs and drive over there
Just wanted to get this out there
A/n:I miss school I don't want to be around my family But then again I do hate school
