Living With Lies

Chapter 14 Finding Myself

" in order to have inner peace Finding yourself
Is the only way to do so and Its something you have to do on your own and by yourself these was the words by my best friend Faseegah Isaac's "

Aidons Pov: I have been asking questions and I have lead around the bush on numerous occasions and I have been left in the dark about allot of things and I have never asked for any or this to happen..... not my parents divorce , the shooting nor losing the best thing that's ever happend to me kara cooper.

I have never in my wildest dream thought that I will see this day coming but if it means I will have my happiness back without being followed by or haunted by the things in my pass so be it but I will not be held captive by things that's not gonna benefit me in the long run my own cousin betrayed me what for a stupid ex boyfriend and in the process I almost lost my best friend only to find out he's not so innocent after all and my dad's secret relationship with Kara's mom it's all just so much and I have been kept in the dark so now i say goodbye to that chapter in my life and I will focus on me what's best for me and my wellbeing and my happiness selfish as it might sound i have to cut this negativety of to find myself in order to move on completely.

Its going to be a new fresh strange start but at least I will have college back home to keep me busy and I will have some time to thing about how I am gonna face my dad head on , yes I'll start with him since hes the one that's so big in honesty always no matter what and look what he does behind my back hitting on my girlfriend's mom well that's now if I can even call her my girlfriend we just had sex a few times that's doesn't count for anything I assume well I am just gonna wait it out and ask my questions and I expect answers.

While I was sitting on the edge of my bed texted kara

[ kara Cooper] - hey I know I have been distant 😑 the last few days I know you thinking I am also one of that guys that just sleep with the girl and take off well if that's what you have been thinking your wrong and if you available I would like to get me at dinos🍔🍨🥤 my treat since you paid last time oooo in case you forgot I am leaving tomorrow and I at least wanna clear the air before I leave and greet you xoxo you guy 💯😊❤

I barely pressed send and I got a reply from Kara Cooper

[ ] [Aidon Stone]- Well I am kinda upset with you about being so one sided since the welcome home party for Clinton you haven't texted me nor answered my called and you expect to just jump when you snap you fingers well sorry I am not your toy you can just sleep with and expect things to happend when you want them too well sorry I am not gonna get you at dino's I'll get you at your place tonight we can spend the night together so I can feel every touch of you on my body cause I have been craving every inch of you 😋🤤 sorry for being so straight to the point but ever since we had sex on our so called " movie date " that resulted in me losing my virginity to one of the most amazing guys I know ever since that night I couldn't contain the rushing throughout my body 🤦🏼‍♀️

" i knew i was wrong but i wasn't gonna admit it tk her cause she was just gonna use that to my advantage again and while on this road to finding to myself i can't afford to be with anyone or at least not on a serious basis just someone to pack off by or have a cold one with i am just to damaged and i know once I give in to her or anyone else now there is no way i will get myself out of that situation in one peace so its best of i just stay away from relationships or fuuuuuuuuck i don't know also i am so fucked up and still upset about allot of things .

I really can't believe that i am leaving tomorrow that summer break came with so much drama ,hurt, pain and dreadful memories if there is one thing i don't and won't regret is finally being abled to man up in a few situations that was in my control and that o felt i needed to be apart of and for finally making a move on Kara Cooper .

Tomorrow is going to be of the hook she want us to hang out before i leave i know she want to send me of with a good fuck session and i will not mind leaving her with a peace of me . And making her cum will be a pleasure cause fuck there is just something about her moaning that i can't get enough off and that makes eat her even more but i wll see how it goes but i know her and i know myself it will only end in one way and that is us smashing .

" finding yourself is a road you will have to walkon your own ,it might seem as if the road will be lonh and hard but once you get out on the other side you will be much stroner , wiser and braver then you were before

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What a Chapter ..... Aidon is rather confused about allot of things but he's sure about one thing and that is making his last day in new Orleans count how will this effect him.

I know its been a while since my last update i hope the wait will be worth it cause the next chapter is about to blow your minds full on PG18

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