It all happened so quick. I was under the impression that it would be a one night stand. Unfortunately he wanted more and so did I. On the other hand I wasn't ready for commitment. I wanted someone that I could fuck on consistently. I was tired of my ph balance being off. I liked sucking dick also. And he was a great candidate. He wanted a relationship. And that's where the problem came. I wasn't into the relationship ordeal. I wanted relations and I made it very clear. His sex and kisses were magnificent. I liked the way he please me. I would ask him sometimes. How did you learn how to fuck. One thing led to another. I was doing relationship shit but wasn't in a relationship. We played house without the kids. I became a overnight housewife. Cooking, cleaning, fucking & sucking. He would come see me from time to time. Which eventually turned into him moving in with me.
We had been dating for eight months now. I must say everything was going good for us. He got a job doing construction. He still worked part time in the streets. I was with whatever he was with. On August 17, I found out I was pregnant with our first child. I was so depressed. I fail myself. I made a vow that I wouldn't have a baby out of wedlock. I wanted a husband first. I wanted an abortion but he wasn't up for it. We both wasn't ready to be parents. He was so excited. I became sick as soon as I found out I was pregnant. We had our perfect fling until I became pregnant. I built up the courage to accept the fact that I would be someone mother soon. I didn't care what the sex of the baby was. I only wanted a healthy baby. Things started to change between us. I could no longer work. I was high risk at four months. I was stressing and threaten a miscarriage. Work slowed up for him. So there was little money in the house. I started a work from home job. I refuse to bring a baby into this world and not be able to provide for it. He started drinking. Which led to him being very aggressive and disrespectful. He would say hurtful things to me. I was pregnant the mother of your soon to be child. And you he had the audacity to disrespect me. I didn't won't the baby!!!! All of the sweet things he promised me turned into lies. Sanchez started hanging out more. He didn't come home sometimes. I was so tired of his bullshit. I wanted out even it meant to raise my baby alone. I called his phone because I had an upcoming doctor appointment. The time was 7:30am (678) 955-3899...... the phone was ringing. I could hear someone answer but they didn't say anything. Sanchez my appointment at nine. Where are you I asked? A voice on the other end of the phone started laughing. I couldn't make out the voice and I wasn't trying too. It was a female and I was sure of it.
I hung up the phone in disbelief that he would disrespect me by letting another female answer his phone. I really wanted to get rid of this baby now. I already knew she meant something to him. He didn't call me back. I couldn't even cry. I put myself in this situation. I went to my appointment alone. Finding out the sex of our baby today. Dr. Johnson was so sweet I loved him. Hello Ms. Smith how are you? He asked. Are you ready to find out the sex of the baby? I dropped my head and burst out in tears. Dr. Johnson are you ok. Yes I'm ok these are happy tears I said to him.
Deep down inside these were hurt tears. He came back into the room with a white envelop. I opened it. What I read was startled me. Twins how could this be. Aren't you happy ? Dr. Johnson asked. A boy and a girl. The best of both worlds. This explained why I was high risk. I was carrying to babies inside of me. Thank you Dr. Johnson. I went home to prepare for my work day. I was working for State Farm Insurance as a bill collector. The money was great. The difficult part was getting the customer to pay their debt. I finish my work for today. I did a few chores around the house and cooked some dinner. My phone begun to ring. And unknown number. I silenced the phone. The number called five more times. I answered, hello.... Is this Ashley? Why whose calling? This is the Atlanta Police Department. Can you come down to homicide in the next 15 minutes. I think you have the wrong number. Your number was listed as an emergency contact in a crime scene. Can you tell me what's going on? Yes come to 1498 Hamilton Ave. My name is Sergeant Wyatts. I'll be waiting for you in the lobby.
Arriving at the headquarters. I met Sergeant Wyatts. He informed me that Sanchez had been murdered. I burst into tears. My heart was broken. I loved Sanchez despite the things we were going through. I was in disbelief. We was having our first baby. Now I had to raise our baby alone. I felt that I had cursed myself. I haven't talked to him since Tuesday night when he left out because we got into an argument. Flashback from me calling him this morning and a hoe answers his phone. So much was going through my mind. Could this be the hoe that set him up. Was he dead when I called. I wish I was hoping and praying that someone would come forward will some information. I was being interrogated as if I was the one who murdered him.
