Sanchez Jr would be five this coming July. I still couldn't believe that my sons father had been murdered while I was four months pregnant. Sanchez Jr was Sanchez all over again. There weren't any leads to his murder. I prayed every night that someone would come forward with any information. I had moved on with my daughter father Louise. He went to school with us. He heard about Sanchez murder. He came to console me. One thing left to another. We have been together going on five years. He was Jr father. He cut the umbilical cord. Was in attendance of Jr's first day of school. He was all that Jr knew. I felt bad moving on so soon. But Sanchez was changing everyday with his drinking. I still loved him. I just wasn't in love anymore. I guess that was how easy it was for me to move on. Louise was well established. He owned businesses, houses and cars. I still to this day haven't worked. He put me through school. I loved him for being the man that he was.