•9:54am•
I was already waked up and remembers my mom death anniversary i need to visit her but tae is still sleeping,then i didnt notice a tears escaped at my eyes continuesly
I miss my mom,i didnt notice too that is tae was staring at me i got shy a bit and wiped my tears quickly
"why are you crying?"
He ask me then i looked at him
'i-i just remember my mom today death anniversary'
I said then he caress my hair
"then lets visit her"
He said then i took my last sniff and smiled at him while hugging him at the waist
'really thanks tae tae'
I said broking the hugged he kissed me at the forehead
"welcome,love you y/n"
'love you too tae'
Then i cried again
'i miss mom'
I was crying like A kid in his chest he was tapping my back and rubbing my head
"i know you do"
•after hours•
We went at the cementery i started to cry while he was staring at me sadly
I really miss my mom it seems my dad and my mom are togethet again up there
I ran to tae and cry to his chest again while holding the boquet of flowers
I touched the stone grave that is my moms name is carve on it
'i miss you mom'
I whisper i got up and put the flowers and bid my goodbyes to her
'bye mom i meed to.go please take care'
I smiled and hopped in the car
My face was so full of stains of tears that is falling continuesly still
"hey stop crying,tell me where do you want to go"
He said i wiped my tears and didnt dare to look at him i was looking at the window car
'i dont know maybe at the park again'
I said while laying my head at the window
"oh...okay"
Then i fall asleep for some hours since the cementery is so far away so we drived
I've been hurt many times before i met tae
My dad used to raped me but i still loves him and hurts me when he died from saving me to a kidnapper when i was 10 years old
My mom used to abused me when i was 15 years old but when im growing up she stops it and make it up to me after all she did to me
I been suffer from bullying due to my bosy ashamed
Im fat
Full of pimples
A nerd
A weak and shy type girl
I once killed myself but mom stops me and told me something i always remember
Dont leave me y/n like your dad does i still need you please stay
She told me to stay but she is the one who left me
It got more hurt when my mom died due to car crash i was all alone since my relatives hates me all of their souls
I even cuts my wrist many times
And even cutting my hair almost getting bald
When tae comes to my life and changed it
"y/n wake up were at the park"
I wasnt sleeping im just in a deep thought of my old memories
'yea im awake'
