where is me

let's start there

Hi everyone.. Hi to however gonna read this
My name is... It doesn't really matter, I've always felt that my name is worthless anyway.
The start was like anybody else's life
I grow up in an ordinary family with ordinary parents seems to encourage the hell out of me in order to improve in life , well actually they don't really care about me improving what they really care about is me getting a job and finally be able to pay them back for what they used to call the price of giving birth to me
I went to school .. And the struggle starts from there where I felt like an alien nobody seem to share my ideas or my believes or even dreams they used to make fun of me because I believed anything that they were saying.. I was crying over anything.. I was fragile, so fragile
And the worst yet to come I used to have a different way of thinking and It's an advantage sometimes but not in my condition
Nothing around me seems to go the way I want
I was a victim but not for anybody
I was a victim for my own mind ...