hello?//

okay,,,

TW, kinda, im sorry

so u caught me!!!! im sick in the head okay

i thought i was acting normal in the last note but a few people seemed kinda concerned LMAOOO

im fine, kinda

i think something is wrong with me????

like seriously,, and idk,, what to do about it, some of u seem to care so this is for u,,

i think im mentally unstable LMAOOO
okay i know i am, ive been stuck in my head for a while

and , as to not trigger anyone with directly saying it, ive almost taken my leave👀 a few times 👀 in the last month or so 👀

ive written goodbye notes and stuff,, i have one for u guys too😌 even if u might not care,,, i care about u a lot, for some reason

but yeah,,, something is really wrong with me and i cant really afford to fix it??? so i just kinda,,, cry, and listen to this song , so if you guys ever feel the same way, maybe it can help u the way it does me

in real life, i don't really have anyone to tell this to, so,,, u guys are it for me, im sorry to dump this on u, whoevers reading

i used to see authors tell readers about their mental health and that they would need breaks and i never understood it until now
its kinda weird LMAOO , but this app is like, my coping mechanism

i wish i had the will to keep writing things, im just feeling so, unmotivated?? u know??? and tired, but i see the things i create make other people happy and then i get happy bc i dont think im very good at making people happy

but , even if u dont care, or think this is weird, i think this is weird, i wanna tell u for the 17th time that ur loved, and cared for, and very important to me, even if i, dont even know ur name

anyways, sorry lmaoo, i have to go now, to the mall!!! with my sissy and her boyfriend,

love u guys a lot okay, see u at 90k😌 whew, thats weird to say