Mad but finally loved❤️🃏

Part one : thats just life

How everyone left him alone, fuck even Rhodey left him behind because he was "too dangerous". He did not have anyone. He was alone, in his tower alone.

It was so depressing.

Tony began to think about suicide. Was it worth it? Maybe. Well maybe he could be in a better place instead of suffering. Tony got up and head to his bathroom. Each step heavier than the other one. He reach the bathroom and stands in front of his basin. He glares himself.

"Tony." He said tell himself, "Look what you have become. You are garbage; you are a monster if it was not for your weapons perhaps those soldiers would still be alive and happy, Pietro and Wanda perhaps could have a normal childhood, but the most important thing."

"If it wasn't for you, Yinsen would be alive."

Tony starts to scream at his reflection and hits with his bare fists one, two, three, four times in a row, pieces of the mirror were flying everywhere. Tony didn't even bothers to check his bloody hand and grab a shard of glass.
He could do it. He already suffer enough, it his time rest. Even if it means to kill himself. Tony takes a deep breath. He goes for it, takes the shard with both hands and goes directly to his neck.

"Boss a call." FRIDAY voice rings in the bathroom all of the sudden,causing Tony to jump a little and letting the shard go out of his hands.

"W-ho is it?"

"It's steve wanting to know is you had finished all their updates sir"

Tony couldn't hold his tears back at that that's all they used him for was his brain and technology he was sick of it so with a growl deep in this trought he answered
"No j let him know I will no longer provide them with there weapons apart from Peter thor and Bruce"

Concerned Jarvis asked "are you ok sir"

"Yeah j just getting ready for a permanent get away you wanna come??"

Enthusiasticly Jarvis responded "yes please sir"

Just two days of ignoring the whole team leaving money and writing contracts he was ready to leave to stay with Bruce Wayne in gotham he had moved Jarvis into a bracelet bead that he could put on any necklace and his watch.then he was gone. Back to gotham we're he belonged.