if only you knew the way i see you
if only you knew the way i look at you
if only you knew the way u make me smile so
big i can't contain it
if only you knew how much i really genuinely
look up to you
if only you knew that when i gave simple compliments i really meant them
if only you knew how happy you make me
if only you knew that maybe i want to be more than friends
if only
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i haven't seen you in a while and when i finally do its a like a sigh of relief, you're beaming like you always are, you greet me with a "heyy look who it is!" and i joke around in the same manner but on the inside i'm screaming with joy that i finally get to see you again. the entire rest of the night i'm glued to your side. i feel clingy and annoying but you didn't hate it and no one noticed. we walked down to the beach together, paddled out together and surf some really fun waves together, i cheered for you every wave and laughed every time you fell, i remember wishing the moment could last forever, then we walked back together, cleaned off the boards and then we skated together. i had so much fun skating with you, you have no idea, it felt like a dream, just you and me on skateboards gliding around the parking lot for what felt like hours, and then you said "man i really don't want to skate home in the dark" in a joking way of course and i immediately offered you a ride, you accepted and that was it. we weren't awkward we've driven together before but when i pulled up into your driveway i jokingly said "alright get outta my car" and you looked at me and simply said "no" in the softest cutest way possible and it felt like my heart froze i didn't know what to say so i joked against and said "i said get out me car" and you laughed and eventually got out. i wish i had said something different but i didn't and it's okay.
if only you knew that i think i maybe kinda sorta like you a lot ♡︎
but would things be any different?
