More then a Butler! (SebaCiel)

Letters...

SEBASTIAN

I see ciel take the letter from my hands as I hand it to him.I know I could never read that letter out loud with out crying...I wach as he opens up the pice of paper and begins to read. My eyes are focused on him while his are on the letter.

"After more then 1000's of years in this world here's what iv learned
This says it all:
Time passes
Life happens
Distance separates
Children grow up
Jobs come and go
Hearts break
Careers end

Ciels voice starts to break and tears begin to fall from both his visible eyes. I stare at him as he continues to read the letter.

"Parents die
Men don't do what there suppose to
Love wax's and Warns
Colleges forget favors
But...."

He pauses to look up at me, I look at his tear filled eyes and feel a small hand slip into my own I hold his hand back as he reads the final part of the letter.

"I will always be here I am never farther away then needing me can wish
When you walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk alone know that I will be on the side cheating for you, praying for you, pulling for you, intervesting on your behalf, and know that I will always be waiting for you with open arms when those vally's end.
Somtimes I may break the rules and come out and walk beside you, or even carry you out."

More tears fall from ciels gorgeous eyes but he continues to read.

"Everyday we need each other still, Ciel Alexander Phantomhive, for years iv been obsessed over your soul, but as the years pass I begin to realize that the urge to eat your soul has started to dull, the urge to protect you, hold you in my arms, and love you is far stronger,I'd rather starve then hurt you,the last time I admitted this to someone it didn't go well, I lost everything, I'm not ready to lose you Ciel Phontomhive I love you more than anything and I'm about to give you something iv never given anyone before...."

Ciel looks up at me with big tear filled eyes, I hug him tightly. He clings to me like a child would his mother. He looks at me, then looks at the letter again, when he looks back at me our eyes meet and I can see a visible blush spreading across his face.

CIEL

His crimson eyes stare at me and the blush on my face gets more and more visible by the second. I try to look away but something inside stops me and keeps me from looking away from his beautiful eyes.
He leans closer to me but stops. "S-Sebastian..?" I say in a worried toone. He falls to the ground. ?!?! "Sebastian..." I say as I look down and make a tight fist with me hand. "This is the end..isn't it.." He holds onto me making me go onto my knees as well. "No i d-don't want it anymore!" Sebastian yells. He looks up at me and I was shook. S-Sebastians crying..

I hug him tight and start to panic inside my head No this isn't how the contract was supposed go! He wasn't supposed to get attached to me.

He looks at me with tear filled eyes "don't make me take your life.." he mutters to me as I lace our hands together. "I don't want your soul...I want you Ciel" My heart begins to race when he uses my real name. I look at him. "You deserve my soul Sebastian..you deserve berthing you could ask for.." I mutter to him as our hands part again. "I don't want your soul anymore!" He says to me tears still falling from his eyes. "I'll do anything to protect you Ciel please just don't make me!" He yells.

He would do anything to stop him from taking my life. I think to myself "in that case Sebastian..."I mumble to him..

"Kiss me..." I whisper. And within seconds his lips are on mine. I kiss him back and squeeze his hands slightly.

I hesitantly open my mouth slightly. When there's a battle for dominance I don't even try because I know I'll lose.

He eventually pulls away and I make eye contact with him.

"Ciel I'm giving you something I have never given anyone..and I will protect you until this game ends...until you end this game Ciel I will protect you with all that I am..,thats a promise.."He says to me as our eyes meet. "This isn't a game anymore Sebastian.." I reply to him while still looking into his eyes.

I hang my head down and make a fist with my hands. I look back up at Sebastian his eyes are clear now..

"It's so much more"

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