she woke up hearing her phone buzzing she looks at it and see's it her girlfriend she sits up quickly as she read it de her tears flowed she runs into her brothers room and shows him the message and her holds her as she cries hard when she stops she looks at him and asked him to help her get money together to change her whole look and he hesitates but says yes she geta up but turns and looks at him and whispers she's sorry as she goes back into her room she blocks everyone our playing her girlfriends favorite songs and bands she goes to her hiding spot and pulls out her bag she takes out 10 asprins and her blade she slices up her skin as she takes the pills and stares at the messages her girlfriend had sent her hours before how they were both happy loving planning to runaway together and adopt kids as their own and how they were going to meet soon as her alarm went off on her phone she shut her phone off and stood up thinking 'this is for u bae' as she walks outside and down the street
