Bottoms Up

Tour Endings.

After the tours went on, I found myself to become happier with Brantley. His sweet intentions were making me see him differently. He loved me so much. And always wanted the best for me.
The miscarriage didn't keep him or me down. Sure I was still hurt.. But it's part of life. I wondered what gender the baby would be... If she was a girl, or he was a boy.. What color eyes they would have. Was it twins? Was it just one baby? I always wondered about that.
Brantley wanted a child, but his music career just took off. I didn't want to have a baby and him be on the road 24/7.
My mind wandered at the night of his concert with Jason Aldean. Jason's kids were with him on tour and they were absolutely gorgeous children. So polite and funny.
The littlest one, Kendyl, came up to me and pointed to my stomach.
"You know that baby is with God? The baby is up there with my friend's mommy. She'll take care of her." Her childish smile brought tears to my eyes. I hugged her tightly, and smiled to myself.
"Yes, that's right sweetie." She hugged back, with her small hands wrapped around my shoulder.
Jason smiled silently to himself and took Kendyl to Brittany.
I stood up and looked at Brantley.
I kissed him before he went on stage and he had a huge grin on his face. I know damn well he would make a great father soon.
That night was the last concert for Brantley. The tour was finally over and we went back to Brantley's house in Georgia. It was a mansion, huge, by a beautiful lake and no one for miles.
When we entered the house, I was so shocked. It was so well kept.
"Babe, you comin in?" He said and I nodded, astonished by everything.
"Wow..." I said to myself.
"Babe, cmon I'm tired as hell." He said from the top of the steps.
"It's so nice in here babe."
"Wait until you see the bedroom.." He smirked and walked into the bedroom. I opened the door and my mouth dropped open.
"Oh my God."
Brantley smiled and scooped me up and put me down on the king size bed.
"Babe this is beautiful.." I said and he kissed me softly.
"I'm gunna shower really quick." He smiled and went into the bathroom, showering.
I changed into a long t-shirt and underwear.
I never wore pants or a bra to bed, it's just how I am.
Brantley came out in his boxers and a white tank top. I smirked and took my contacts out. I put my glasses on and Brantley came under the covers and laid closer to me. I cuddled up to him, feeling his huge muscles wrap around my waist and pull me in.
"I love you baby. Sweet dreams." He kissed me and then with that, I fell asleep in his arms.
God he is just so good to me.