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‼️please play the song!!!‼️

Pt.6
•𝓛𝓾𝓬𝓪𝓼• 𝓙𝓾𝓷𝓰𝔀𝓸𝓸•
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{this is just song lyrics that apply to lucas and jungwoo}

"i lay in my
room wondering
why i've got this life." ~ lucas

"i met you by
surprise you were
hanging out all the time." ~ jungwoo

"but you know
you saved me from
doing something to myself that night."~ lucas


4 days later....

"Hey, I'll be back." I said rubbing my thumb against his hand before letting go, before i could even let go he squeezed my hand and slowly opened his eyes saying,

"Please don't leave. i can't bare to lose you."

I squeezed his hand back, and lightly hugged him, "I won't ever, ever leave you. You're finally awake. i have to go tell a nurse- "

Lucas hugged me tighter, he didn't want to let go. "Lu,Lucas I will be back i promise. i just have to tell a nurse you're awake."

"No, no i don't want to be alone. i can't stand losing you again." He cried. I remembered that there was a button you could press on the side of the bed, and a nurse would come.

I pressed the bottom so i wouldn't have to leave. "Lucas, it's okay i promise you, i won't leave you. i won't let anyone hurt you, ever again. He rubbed my hair and tears of sadness kept rolling down his face.

"I won't let her come near you ever again." I muffled into his chest. "You're mine and only mine." I said gently.

"Jungwoo i'm so sorry. i didn't mean to hurt you." He rubbed my back and gave me a kiss on the top of my head. i snuggled my head into his chest, like how we used to, like before, when she wasn't in his life, when we were about to date, but he fell for her.

"We can go through this together." I gently got up from his embrace and smiled. he smiled back, it was such a painful smile, but he smiled back.

I want to kiss you. I want to hug you and kiss you forever. I thought as got closer to his lips, and he also began to get closer to mine. Our noses touched and i closed my eyes, his hand was against my cheek, then the same hand gently grabbed my chin, as soon as our lips where about to touch, the nurse came in.

"Lucas, you're awake." Our moment was ruined. We both looked back at her and she was blushing and she looked very happy to see Lucas awake. "Jungwoo has been taking care of you for the past 5 days."

She had her clipboard and pen ready to write down some prescriptions and give him the name of his therapist. "Please Lucas make sure you get the prescriptions and you go to your therapist every week for 2 days. You can leave in 2 more days we have to keep an eye on you. Of course jungwoo can still stay."

Lucas just smiled and nodded. the nurse left the clipboard on the coffee table and before she left she said, "Please make sure he eats, i'll be back with a menu i will be back in just a second." She smiled and walked out.

"Do you want me to call everyone to tell them you're all right or just want me to be here for today and have them visit tomorrow?" I asked Lucas. his eyes were teary, he pulled me into his warm body and said, "Jungwoo I just want you."

This feeling is something i've wanted since the first time i met you lucas. i've wanted to be in your warm embrace ever since the first time i ever realized that i love you and only you. lucas you're my everything.

i don't ever want to leave you. i don't ever want to see you hurt, please don't be scared i'm always, always here to be with you. you're my world... lucas i want to be in your arms forever, i want us to be happy TOGETHER.

you deserve to experience true love and true affection with someone who does love you, with someone who would give their life for you, and that's me my sweet boy.

i want you and only you lucas.

"She came to see me right..." lucas asked out of no where.

"stop thinking about her please. it's not good for you. it's really not. i told her to leave you alone." i said to lucas.

lucas looked down at me and rubbed my back"I can't believe i hurt you, just because i wanted her to love me, i did everything she told me to yet she still was an awful person. jungwoo i'm so stupid."

"it's not your fault. you were blinded by something you thought was love, but it wasn't. you deserve to know what it actually feels like to be with someone you do love and to be treated like you are loved." I took my hand and wiped his tears away.

"I need time to heal you know that right." he looked away from me and tried not to cry.

"oh uh yeah. of course i know and i will be with you. i will help you heal. i will be there to cheer you on and love you every step of the way. You know why? because i love you with all my heart. i love you with all my life." I got closer to his face and grabbed his face very very gently and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

he blushed. he looked so tired, yet he was still here holding me. "i should get off of you, you look very worn out and i don't want to make it worse."

"no, no, no jungwoo i want you here close to me." he groaned a bit.

i traced his lips with my finger and said, "lucas i don't want to hurt you. you're still recovering."

"fine, but can you atleast lay beside me and hold my hand."


A/N- do you guys like this chapter should i keep writing?? pls comment and give me suggestions on how to end this lil series.

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