possesive mafia's innocent girl

what does that mean?

Crystal pov

As soon as we finished breakfast Xander excused himself cause he had to go to a meeting and he also had to sign a lot of paperwork. Meaning I get to hang out with the twins all day. We decided to take a walk outside.

"You know Xander was never like that?" Mark said, "what do you mean?" "Xander, he never smiled or talked much" "why?" I asked "He's been through a lot and it's been with him ever since" "what does that mean?" I asked Luca this time because he was the one that spoke, "nevermind" "please tell me, please tell me, please tell me" he just chuckled and continued walking. For the next thirty minutes, I have been asking him to tell me what he meant, but he wouldn't budge, I eventually gave up and decided to just chat about a different subject.

"hey, what is this?" I made an ok sign and my pointer finger then put it together. they both started laughing at me "where did you learn that?" Mark asked "I always saw dad do this in front of mom" then I did the ok sign again and pointer finger then placed them together, "stop doing that, "Luca said while laughing. "ok.." after Mark and Luca explained it detailed. After they explained it to me I blushed furiously and looked down, then both brothers started laughing at me I think Mark was wheezing.

"You know Xander likes you," Luca said "no he doesn't, "I said "he does I've never seen him so happy before, heck! I've never seen him eat breakfast with anyone" Mark said "really?!" I said shocked  "yup, but he promises he will never hurt you, he told us." oh.."  I said while blushing. 

Skip to Lunchtime

"Hey, you wanna have Lunch with Xander?"Luca asked "sure!!" I said excitedly, they just chuckled and made our way to the mansion, home, I smiled saying that cause this was the first place I considered home. "why are you smiling like an idiot?" Mark said while laughing. I looked down to embarrassed to look at Mark and Luca, They both just chuckled and when we made it home we then went straight to the kitchen.

As soon as we were done, we went to Xander's office. As soon as we entered I saw a naked Xander on top of a very naked girl. I was crying because I knew what they were doing, And to think he promised he would never hurt me as soon as I saw them I dropped the food to the floor and let a sob escape my mouth, the girl and Xander looked at me, "wai-'Before Xander could finish I ran, and I could hear footsteps behind me I then reached to the guest room, I knew it was the guest room because there was a sign that said "guest room". I then went in and locked the door, I started crying. 'i am a fool, and to think I have fallen for him.' i know I fall in love to fast, but I couldn't help it he was irresistible, he was the one who saved me. í looked down at the floor as I thought how shameful and embarrassing I was. ' I'm stupid thinking he actually liked me, of course, he only wants girls with a beautiful body, of course, he likes girls with beautiful faces, of course, he would want someone as beautiful as him' I thought.

As I was thinking, I didn't realize the door constantly knocking, Luca was talking I couldn't hear him, I felt numb, what can I say it was my first heartbreak. I then looked away from the door then stared at the ceiling. I slowly drifted to sleep.