Love Is Lost

Chapter 2

My body had a tiggling feeling in me. I felt cold hands on my waste and lips on my neck from behind me. I heard words going into my ear saying, " your so beautiful,so pretty." I turned around to kiss him but he just backed away from me I was so confused, I wondered to myself, did my hair do crazy, did i look weird, I asked him what was wrong and he didnt say anything. He took my hand and took my over to the bed, he picked me up and layed me down on the bed as he slowly bent down on top of me we were kissing so much I kept thinking that my lips were going to fall off. He slowly started to take my dress off so I tryed to help and take his off but he said no I asked him why and he said this is your night I will do this and make it so that you never regret it. I didnt know how to respond to that so I continued to let him undress me. He took his hand and put it on my cheek. As he slowing starting going in me, he asked me if I was ok. I didn't know what I was supposed to I just didn't say anything. A few seconds later a tear scrolled down my face, I was squeezing the bed sheets so much , I almost couldn't breath. He stopped and looked at me he said he would stop I still stayed quiet. I still had no idea of what to stay. I sat up and he kissed me, he promised me that he would do anything for me. We stopped and just relaxed. I turned to him, wrapped myself around him and kissed him. I said, "I love you an dI always have, i'm sorry", he said, " I love you too, but I never wanna here you say that again", he kissed me again. The next day I woke up by his side again except he was asleep, I got dressed and went down to the lobby to find food, man I was starving. When I finished eating I went back upstairs, Blake was still asleep and I was very suprised but I went into the bathroom and started the water so that I could take a bath. Blake woke up while I was in there, he came in with me and we had a nice relaxing bath together. Some rubbing, feeling and kissing might have been done but thats was pretty much all. A little after the bath and were hanging out together in bed watching tv, kissing a little, he pulled something out of his pocket and I about died of shock.