I told my dad yesterday. I really told him. I can't believe it. So many years keeping this from him and I finally told him.
Now it's just the pack... and eventually the whole school, the whole town.
Not that they need to know.
The most important are the pack, his friends and his dad.
However there was something I didn't tell him.
I like someone. And well you may think like someone that is gay, like Danny or something but no. Also you may think about someone handsome like Derek.
However that is not the case. Do not get me wrong, Derek is super handsome and all that and if I wasn't in love with someone else I would totally date him, but...
Me, Stiles Stilinski is in love with my best friend, Scott McCall.
I have been in love with him for the last three years.
Now we are in senior year so that means that I've been in love with him since the start of senior year.
However Scott is straight. Boomer right? So I guess I just have to watch from the sideline, watch Scott marry the live of his life wishing it was me.
I really wanted to tell someone about my enormous crush on Scott and now that my dad knows I'm bi. I might as well tell him so I can tell someone about it and get it off my chest.
I walk downstairs to see my dad reading the newspaper with a cup of coffee.
«Hey Dad!» i call out to him taking a cup of coffe in my hand.
«Hey Kiddo! Coffee for breakfast?» he asks me raising an eyebrow at me.
"Yea well you know me" I say rolling my eyes taking a sip of my coffee.
My dad continues reading the newspaper and I check my phone. I notice that I've got a message from Derek.
Sourwolf🐺😜: pack bonding night tonight at my loft, 6pm. Be there.
I really need to learn Derek how to use emojis I think for myself. I reply quick.
Stiles: oke!😁 I'll be there Sourwolf :P
I exit messages and check my instagram. I see both Scott and Lydia has new posts. I check Lydia's post first.
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'Afternoon tea' I chuckle. I know Lydia lover her tea but is certainly not afternoon. She just likes to call it that. I like the post and check Scott's Instagram.
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I smile. I love that picture of us. Fuck! I'm so in love aren't I? I'm screwed. I like the picture and comment something.
Stilinskiboy_24- Best game so far! Love you bro!
I reply. I didn't feel wierd by saying I love you to Scott since we have been saying that to each other since we were kids but I just mean it in a another way, not that Scott has to know that.
I get brought out of my toughts by my dad.
"You know I love you right son?" My dad asks me.
"Yeah of course and I love you too" I tell him and smile and he smiles In return.
"So you know yesterday? Is is mabye some guy that has my sons heart or something which got you to realize you were bi?" He asks me
I'll say i was shocked by the question. I did love one guy. Scott. Oh holy shit! I love him! Omg! I love my best friend. This cant be happening? Did i really live Scott that much? I took time considering if I really loved Scott and ended with the same result every time.
I Stiles Stilinski is super madly fucking in love with Scott McCall.
I was brought out of my tought by my dad snapping his fingers in front of my face.
"Hmm?" I asked looking up to him.
"I zoned out didn't I?" I asked him and he nodded his head.
"What was it agian?" I asked him.
"I asked my son if it was a guy that had my sons heart now that I know that you are bisexual?" He tells me and I feel myself breathe deeply in to my lungs preparing for telling dad that I've been in love with my best friend since Freshman year.
"Ehumm kinda no and kids yes..." I say and he nods telling me to continue so I do.
"I'm in love with a guy but I'm not dating anyone." Say in a whispering voice, looking down at my lap twirling my hands together.
"And who may this boy be?" My dad asks me smirking, taking a sip of his coffee.
"So I've been in love with him since freshman year, and I don't know how to tell you this but I'm.. ehmm I'm- super super madly in love with Scott mother fucking McCall." I say the last part in a whisper.
I see my dad looking up surprised while his face formed an O shape.
"Scott McCall as in Scott McCall? Your best friend since kindergarten? Your best friend since thick and thin? Your werewolf best friend? That Scott McCall?" He ask with a little laugh on his face.
"Yeah, that Scott" I say with a chuckle looking down at my lap.
"I would never of had tought." He says leaning back in his chair looking happy.
"That's amazing!" He almost yells out with a laugh and I laugh with him.
He goes back to looking in the newspaper and I go back to my phone seeing I got a reply from Scott on Instagram and I smile at the comment.
Scott_McCool- Love you too bro! :P
My smile grew wider by the text and I lean back myself looking dazed.
I decide to go upstairs agian. I walk into my room, and I close the door and collapse on the bed. Looking at the text agian, and agian. I cant stop looking at the words 'love you too'.
I shut the phone and bring it close to my chest still looking dazed, looking at the ceiling.
Telling my dad I'm in love with Scott wasn't bad, mabye soon I'll tell Scott, wait what?! No! He is completely straight and it'll just ruin our friendship. I'm fine with being his friend but I'll have to tell my pack I'm bi soon tough.
Pack Meeting.
That's it! I'll tell them at the pack meeting tonight!
'This is going to go great! I mean my dad took it well and so will them right? Of course!' I tought for myself before I fell asleep taking a nap.
- I hope u guys liked this chapter and I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while I just didnt have enough motivation to post and I was sick but I'm better now! So here I am!
I just wanted to say I'm sorry for not posting a sequel to 'it's a secret' but I really don't know when I'll do it but hopefully soon.
Anyways I hope you guys liked this and I think this can be a sciles story: )
