Strum my pain

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𝐃𝐢𝐯𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

Taehyung has been ignoring me since last night, I don't know what happened but something is wrong. I woke up on sound of my alarm and I saw tae was not beside me in the bed. I got up and was looking for taehyung and saw him fully dressed in his tux.

"A..Are you going somewhere tae?" I asked out of curiosity with a shaky voice.

He ignored me and walked away from me towards the main door and got in his car.

I waited for him whole day and made his favourite food and was waiting for him to eat dinner with him.

In morning,

I found my self sleeping on table and food was still covered and was not eaten.

I saw tae combing his hair and was ready for his office, I stood in front of him.

"Last night where were you?? "I waited for you so along" again i got no reply, I got frustrated and, I snatched comb from his hand but instead of asking comb from me he set his hair from his hand and storm out of the house.

I sighed heavily and went upstairs.

"Don't worry diva, maybe he is trying to surprise you" One tear fell down slowly on my cheek while hugging my knees in bed.

I had drifted in sleep while crying then my eyes shot open when i heard the sound of door opening. It was taehyung opening the door and was taking out some file from the drawer i got up and held his hand "Tae we need to talk".

He ignored me again, and snatched his hand from mine. I had enough of his drama now.

I yelled in anger "taehyung" i stood in front of him .

"What the f**k  do you want?" taehyung yelled.

It made me flinch and a drop of tear fell from my eyes

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It made me flinch and a drop of tear fell from my eyes.

"Wtf do i want, look who's asking..." you have been fucking ignoring me since 2 days, why huh? i was tearing up and my breath was getting choked, "ANSWER ME" I shouted with my eyes full of tears.

"Because you were busy hooking with that jerk and hugging him in middle of market" He yelled louder.

i flinched and it hitted me hard that he was talking about jungkook.

"He is my friend"

"yeah, obviously a Rapist, who tried to rape you" Right?

"Atleast he is not like you"

"Yeah, then why don't you make that bloody rapist your boyfriend"

Yeah I would and I would love to have sex with hi.... I was yelling until I felt a slap across my face. He slapped me with such an intense that I fell on the floor, 
I couldn't form a sentence cause I was so scared.
I stood up, listening to tears rush towards my soul, my pain could not help but excruciating.

My eyes were filled with pain and tears. The person whom I love so much slapped me on my birthday. I thought he made so much promises to me he would have changed but at last he proved everyone right, that he can't change himself for anyone, I was nothing but just a doll to him with whom he can play everytime he wants and then throw that away whenever he's bored..

I locked my teary eyes with his and I ran out of the house.

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Tears dripping down her face profusely .she was terrified,scared and was feeling betrayed.

I am walking on the road remembering the incident with tears in my eyes aimlessly.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned around only to see jungkook standing there with a worried face.

"What happened diva" my tears turned in sobs unable to contain that tightening in my chest. I tried to calm myself but fear of losing  gripping my heart didn't let me. I tried to choke my sobs but I failed, I looked in jungkook's eyes and found no answer to his question.

"Tae......" I choked on my breath, i was gasping for breathe.

"I understood" and he hugged me.
"I lend you my shoulder"

I was crying on his shoulder while he ran his hand on my shoulder, i was finding it difficult to endure the pain.

"Stop crying" i told myself.

Tears stopped coming out of my eyes, I moved my head away from his shoulder and I was kind of composed
Now, sort of.

"Should I drop you to your house?" -He asked

I just nodded my head in agreement.

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𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐠'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

What have I done? OH GOD..I love her so much but why did i react like "she's nothing to me" I think . i  holded back my tears but i failed . I should go and apologize to her right away. 

"Let's go tae and buy some of her favourite snacks and some beautiful flowers to win my princess back again

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"Let's go tae and buy some of her favourite snacks and some beautiful flowers to win my princess back again." -I muttered to myself while whipping my tears off.

Suddenly I bumped into someone in Super mart,

Can't you walk properly?, [I was cleaning the blood running out of my nose] 

"Can't you treat her properly?" -He replied in an aggressive voice.

I raised my head up in shock after hearing that voice, It's jungkook's.

"How dare you talk to me like that? Do you have a death wish?" -I yelled on him.

Well, I also don't want to see your shitty face, I just came to buy some Pepero (A korean snack) for my diva..

"How dare you call her yours?" -I shouted in anger.

"Chill tae, you lost your chance already and now it's mine, you no longer have rights to call her yours, So just keep that fucking mouth shut"  -He taunted with a evil smile on his face.

Then he walked away.

For the first time in my life I was feeling helpless, i just wanted to rip myself apart but i controlled my anger and started following Jungkook..

TO BE CONTINUED

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