Why did i?

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Sometimes i feel like my life is just spiraling downwards
My chest burns
I cant breath
I cant make a sound

My eyes water and my head hurts
I try and take deep breath

Nothing...

Nothing comes in
Nothing comes out
Im suffocating
Im
Im dying!
What did i do...
I didn't mean to

I try and scream
Again, nothing
I cant call for help
And im alone
The door is locked...

I cant reach the door

Too far...

My mind is no where
But thinking of all the negative things possible
I cant control my thoughts, its taken control of its self
And it wants me dead....

The door

My heart hurts

My breath is stuck

It feels awful

I hear laughter in the hallway

I hear foot steps

The door!

Its too far
Just too far....

Maybe if i just close my eyes

Just for a second

Why did you do it

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