Capturing One's Heart [ShowKi: A Photographer & a CEO fic]

XVI

HYUNWOO's POV

Some changes transpired on Kihyun three days after he shared about his history to me. He became more open to me compared from before, even the simplest things that happened to him, he couldn't let the day pass without telling them to me though a bit of his sassy personality was still there. For three days, he also stayed and slept at my home. Actually, I forced him to, now that I let his bad past resides in his memory again, I just couldn't let him feel alone. Though he was constantly reassuring me he's perfectly fine, I couldn't completely eased up especially when he evidently showed me his trigger was too easy to evoke now. It was like worsened.

Tonight, we were having our usual conversations as we wait for the sleepiness hit us.

"Can you stay for one more day? I'm gonna miss you." I requested as I sniffed on his hair while he was hugging me. He just told me that he need to get back home tomorrow morning to prepare for his next freelancing duty.

"Seriously woo? We were even together yesterday. Besides, I need to work on with this regular client, he pays well so I just can't disappoint him."

"I can pay you double---"

"Sssh---No. I refused. I promise we'll see each other right after this work. Hm?"

"Okay. " I said, giving up. "Just don't forget to message me."

"Even while I'm peeing, I can hold my phone just to update you."

I almost smack his head after he said that. "Silly."

"I love you, too." He said with giggles but this urged me to go on top of him and gave a soft kiss on his lips. I let myself feel him for more seconds.

Soon, I felt Kihyun's hands at my back as he pulled me more onto his body. He ran his tongue over the slit of my lips making me gasp. Kihyun was quick to thrust his tongue inside my mouth and searched for my own tongue. Oh, he was initiating. What I planned as just a small kiss, gradually becoming non-stop and aggressive. Kihyun was still the great kisser I knew, he was kissing me like it was our first time. His arms around me got tightened as if he didn't want me to escape. My hand sneaked inside his shirt and reached onto his chest. I rubbed my thumb on his nipple when Kihyun pushed his leg up to my crotch. Hearing his weak moans made me feel somewhat terrified so I pushed up and stop before I could fully emit heat from our connected bodies.

"Why did you stop?"

"You know well why." My voice came off breathless, my eyes avoided him. I was afraid to touch him more. Well, it's for Kihyun's sake.

"I'm sorry Hyunwoo..." I was expecting him to say that so I wasn't disappoin- "...but can you continue?" I looked back to meet his serious yet worried eyes. What did he just say? "I said continue. Please." He uttered as if he read my mind.

I was so unsure about this. I blinked for a few times before Kihyun put his arms around my neck and captured my lips once again. I closed my eyes as I let him do his way. He pushed me for a second to remove his shirt and so I saw those pink nips that I'd been wanting to get wet by my own tongue. I didn't wait any more seconds to lean down and gently suck on it. Kihyun's little moans streamed my ears, and so I continued making him feel good. I reached for his ass and grope it hard. Just when I thought we're doing far, I felt Kihyun's body tensed.

"Oh please! Stop!" Kihyun screamed. It startled me but I was able to grasp back my senses immediately. I hold his hands up to my face and then his panics slowly alleviated. "Shit. I'm sorry baby! I'm really sorry!" Kihyun faintly traced my face.

"It's okay...I had told you before not to force yourself, right?"

"But I thought I can do it now." His voice quivered. "I knew I wanted to be fuck by you, I wanted to feel you more but damn that voice! I can still hear it! Why I couldn't just restrain that fucking voice! Believe me Hyunwoo, I've been trying!"