Eddie slumped back in the bed, looking over at the boy he'd be crushing on for the last nine months, his heart was in his throat and he was starting to panic, how bad had he fucked up?
He mumbled; lump stuck in his throat. "Uh...are you mad...I'm sorry I just thought it would be like uh...cool."
"Hm? Sorry, what?" Richie questioned, snapping back into reality.
"I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable..." Eddie mumbled, bringing his knees to chest, mentally scolding himself for pushing Richie.
"Uncomfortable? For saying you'd- no- I'm just trying to...you want to put your mouth? On my dick?" Richie questioned, turning his head to the boy.
"Uh yeah...but seriously! You gotta shower before it! I swear I'm not putting it-"
"Got it! Got it! I'll uh- I'll be back in like twenty minutes!" Richie announced, rather quickly getting up.
Within a couple of minutes, he was back. Clean and squeaky. Everywhere.
"I uh, I got soap in my dick... it really burned...so," Richie said a bit awkwardly, kicking his feet around, in case anyone was keeping up. Richie had been single since he was seventeen, he had just gotten out of his toxic relationship with his ex. And he hadn't dated or done anything with anyone even close to sex.
Richie was somehow still a virgin, cause of his magic of chit-chat he never had to actually have anything in him, or put anything in someone else. Yet.
Eddie nodded, patting the spot next to him. "Uh...I've never done anything like this?" He admitted, dropping his head to look at the floor.
"Really? I thought you just went around blowing guys left, right and centre? But y'know...never kissing, that's just too gay." Richie joked, trying to lighten the mood. He dropped down in the spot on the bed. Crossing his legs, on instinct.
"I just...don't expect like, the best thing alive." Eddie mumbled, his eyes staying locked on a stain in the carpet... 'huh, that's never been there before,' He thought to himself, trying to ease his nerves.
Richie turned to face the boy. "Pfft, Eds...my ex tried to bite my dick off. Just, don't use too much teeth." He joked, nudging him ever so lightly with his elbow. "I'm kidding...anything you do will be good, ok? Uh...you really don't have to by the way,"
Eddie turned his head to the boy with big brown eyes, god they just made him melt. "Yeah...I'll uh, I'll try my best..."
Richie leaned in, cupping the boy's face to support him, slowly tracing his thumb around. "You'll do great...how about, we start with like uh! Kissing! Cause you're insanely good at that."
Eddie nodded, shutting his eyes without hesitation, slowly leaning in to seal their lips together. Fixing together like puzzle pieces that moved, cause the kiss didn't stay soft for long. Richie could feel how nervous Eddie was, from his hands sweating to the light shaking, that didn't give it away...Richie could just feel it.
Richie pulled back, his hands tracing around the other man's waist. "Uh! So! So...by the way! You really don't have to- Like you're allowed to stop? I could be like...about to fucking bust and you could just plop off and be like "nah," and that'd be completely fine! I just like...do what you want?"
Eddie let out a small laugh, before pressing a soft kiss onto Richie's plump, rather sweet tasting lips, he pulled away, brushing a loose curl behind his ear before nodding. "Got it, now uh..."
