Goodbye Captain.

Prologue

A/N:This is work of fiction all the lines,places,names and that connected to the story is just in the author's imagination thankyou.

"Seriously? Ella you still have lots of time para pigilan siya but ikaw andiyan nag mumukmok gosh" My bestfriend said, Feith. I love him so much that I'm willing to do everything to make him success. Even if it will make my life miserable.

"Faith you don't understand.. If pipigilan ko siya ang selfish ko naman.." I said still crying. "It's okay to be selfish for once Ella.. he's just a man, you gave everything that's enough try to live for yourself naman!" She said irretated now.

"How can i be selfish on him? I love him so so much that I can gave up even my life" I said still crying. "Kuya, one like this again please?" I said habang nakatakip yung kamay ko sa mata ko.

"Kuya no.. Ella that's enough! Can't you see? He didn't even do anything nung halos gawin kana nilang alipin! It's his fault! Not yours.." She said now crying.

I stop crying and look at her. I love my bestfriend so much I can't see her like this same as me. "Sh.. I'm sorry Faith.. I will try my best to moved on and kakalimutan ko siya don't cry please?".

She hug me and we both cry. Just this time, I will forget you. For my bestfriend and mostly for myself. Just this time, this is the last time I will cry for you I will live for myself and I promise that I will be happy.. without you.

It's really hard for me to forget you. Because I love you so much.. I'm willing to do everything just to make you happy and I know you'll be happy achieving your dreams.. no.. it's OUR dream.

One day I will be just like you. So please achieve your dreams, I will be waiting for you to land here back bringing your passengers here with you safe and happy.

But while I'm waiting for you it's not just you that I'll wait, I will wait for the plane to land and be the one who'll ride and be the one who will control it and love it like my bestfriend.

I'm gonna watch you from afar without feeling this pain. I'm gonna stand and be brave I will be a pilot. I promise you that someday I will meet you having the same uniform as you and don't be selfless like this time.

"Soon enough you will shine in your uniform and, I will shine in my uniform.. living for myself and being happy to.. just like you. Goodbye... Captain." Just as I said that, I saw your plane flying high, I know you'll be happy.. and I know that soon you're the one who's driving it. I reach the sky seeing the plane colorful lights, seeing it lost. While i was losing myself here crying over you.

At least crying over you will make me better. How I wish that was easy, how can i live now? That you're gone even if you're hurting me not physically but emotionally I will love you.. but that will not last forever, because now i'm finally letting you go.

"I love you for the last time.. Goodbye My Captain." As i said lumalabo na paningin ko "I..loveyou" tuluyan ng pumikit at nakatulog.