If it meant to be yours, they will find a way back to be yours, doesn't matter how long it's going to take and how hard it will be.
But if it doesn't meant to be yours, even you tried until you ran out of breath, it will never be yours
***
London, February 5 2020.
It's been 4 days since I last met him, 4 days after the unexpected kiss happens. 4 days after crying my eyes out again.
I know somehow it will happen again. we always like this.
I really want to be free from this kind of situation.
You think I wanted this? Giving my self up to him for god knows how many? falling over and over again for just one person for 10 years? even if I can chose whoever the hell I want, I still falling over again for him.
You're confused guys? same here.
But don't worry, I treat people with kindness so let me enlighten you for what happens that day after we perform.
***
February 1, 2020
After we perform, we were back chatting and I do chat with Kendall.I tell her that I'm happy to see him again ( yes she knows about me and him ).She has this evil idea to make him jealous and take me to dance when despacito starts to rhyme.
Kinda inappropriate dance actually, a bit dirty, she you know, uh grinding on me? and he saw us.Kendall smirks get wider and do uh more things.Then she slowly rests her forehead on mine and cover our heads with her hand, make it looks like we are kissing while she just smirks at me
"You're going to thank me later Harold, I predict at least you will got one angry kiss from him." Kendall said still resting her forehead on mine
"Yeah, whatev Ken" I said, but silently hope that kiss will happen
***
Not long after the dance, I approach the boys who sit near the pool with Ben, Leen, my sister, and uh Gigi.I sat beside Leen because that's where the only seat left.Z looks at me with anger. C'mon, shouldn't I be the one who gives that look? I mean, Gigi sat on his freakin' lap right now.I tried to ignore them and go with whatever they are talking about.
Until this lovely Tommo brings up my dance with Kendall.
"What's happening between you two H? damn that was hot, the way she does that thing to you, how are you not fckn her on the dance floor H?"
wow, he is crazy, no doubt.
"Hey Tommo, filter you words please, there are children here" Niall said while pointing at Naileena
"Btw, what's your name sweet girl? I'm Niall, and what is a teenager like you doing in an old man party?" He added and give Leen his hand to shake
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