"Why is it important to study the external and internal structures of a rat?"
I cannot comprehend any words or any questions that I heard from my professor. I am totally not paying attention. I feel exhausted and I want to rest.
Eventually I am just listening to their answers and their long explanation that I don't understand.
In a contradiction, I am not like that student who just sit and wait for the bell's ring. I am typically ignoring the lessons because I have this kind of feeling. I don't know where it comes from and I found myself hanging.
"Are you okay Miss? You look pale." someone asked me.
"Excuse me?"
I am totally dumfounded walking alone and someone noticed my action. I think I see myself just like a zombie running out of blood and starving of it. The concerned lady walks then when she got pissed off because of my face.
What a face?
I don't know what feeling of this.
My phone is ringing.
"Hello?"
"Are you going tonight?"
"I don't know?"
"What a question?"
"What?"
"Never mind. Just call or text me if you're going"
The call ended.
Yes, you're right. Even we are a medical students we have parties to be enjoyed of. It is not a kind of wild party but an exclusive party for med students who badly needs a rest and comfort zone. And I think I have to go to that party.
When I get home, I prepared myself to that party.
I wear a simple pink dress without make up. I am not that typical girls out there, I believe in simplicity is beauty.
What a quote?
I arrived late to the party due to the poor transportation. The party started and I hear the lively music beat. My exhaustion and tiredness feel better for now.
In a single step I lost my balance because of a mysterious black leather man with a superman cap took my way.
I feel the paralysis inside of my body. Not a normal feeling but when my skin touched him and it was ang electric shivers my body, there's a feeling of connection. I don't know. I am now locked into his arms and at least I feel the comfort inside of his warmth body. Our eyes got fixed. I saw in his eyes a dead emotion.
A short period of time I experienced the unnatural feeling inside of my body and in a short period of time I have this desire to know him more. But it was just in a short period of time.
"Hanapin niyo! Hindi pa siya nakakalayo, nandito lang iyon at nakatago!" Narinig ko ang alingawngw ng isang lalaki kaya natauhan kami pareho.
On that time I saw him breathing hardly due to a long run and I have this clue inside my head that this man is the one who looking for of the man far from us.
"Huwag ka nang tumangkang tumakas pa."
Narinig ko na lang ang isang lalaki na biglang sumulpot sa harapan namin na may dalang baril at posas. Hindi naman siya pulis ngunit alam ko kung ano siya.
Nakasuot siya ng isang puting kasuotan. Ito ay isang kasuotan na ginagamit ng mga doktor na nangangalaga at tumuklas ng gamot sa mga bagong sakit.
Agad akong napatingin sa lalaki. Doon ko lang natuklasan na isa siya sa mga pasyente at isa sa mga inoobserbahang indibidwal.
