"Alam kong masaya kana ngayon." I said as i look at my laptop. He's with his friends and once my friends in IG post. Naging kaibigan ko sila dahil kay harry but right now i think i can't face them. Aaminin kong napahiya ako sa huling pagsasama namen i know i can't blame them dahil si harry ang talagang kaibigan nila. I hate myself for hurting you but this is the best for both of us lalo na ngayon with this little angel beside me. You reminded me of him but im so happy that i even cry everynight because i miss you so damn much harry.
"Honey wake up were going to philippines now." naalimpungatan ang anak ko na limang taong gulang sa aking tabi. "yes mommy im so excited to see my grandparents and titas and also i want to see daddy, mommy." sabi nang anak ko na ngayon ay nakayakap sakin.
I feel my heart tightened as i hug my little shary louis montero. I hope that i have courage to tell that he has a son after i left him broken im sure he won't even look at my face if ever we encounter each other in philippines. I know he despised me for what i've done to him. Tumayo na ko at binihisan si shalo at inayos ang maleta. Yes were here in new york for almost six years.
Minsan dumadalaw si mommy and daddy at si kuya dito para kamustahin ako. Alam din nang mga kaibigan ko na may anak ako sila lang ang nakakaalam and i prefer not to say it to others. Im working here as manager at some company. I know we have money to buy everything but i prefer to work because of my child. I want to work hard for the both of us.
"Let's go honey." I smiled at him as i look at the shirt he was wearing. he really love phineas and ferb just like his dad. i want to cry but i stopped myself because i dont want to change this happy mood of my child.
"Hurry up mom we might be late in our flight." nakakunot ang noo nya kaya yumuko ako at hinalikan sya sa noo st niyakap.
I hope for the best, wish me luck because i dont know what to do kapag nasa pilipinas na kami nang anak ko. galit ako sayo at alam kong mas galit ka sa nagawa ko maybe we can sort it out someday for our child even if we were not together anymore. Just for shalo's sake.
