Teal eyes.

School and panic attakcs

After i was done getting ready and scrolling through tumblr it was 6 and i still had an hour until i had to leave. "well i guess ill just stop and get a bagel or something and walk to school" I thought to myself. Looking in the mirror smiling at myself I sarted to pull on my leather boots, I was in my thick black tights and larg sweater that almost touched my knees. Running the brush through my blood red hair once more and I was off to the bagel shop. I finally made it to the hell hole and i missed most of my first class not like I really care im passing all of my classes anyways plus I had health with Ms Olsen and she hates me. Popping in my head phones and scrolling through my music on my phone I decided on Breath by Breaking Benjamin. I sat down infront of my locker and let the music consume me, closing my eyes I started to sing along.

(Emreys dream) I put my hand over my little sisters eyes running upstairs putting her in her room and telling her to stay there until I come get her. I sprinted down stairs falling next to my mothers body "mom" I whisperd trying not to alarm my sister. "mommy" I whisperd again as I lightly touched her cheek. My mothers eyes flew open her beautiful brown eyes did not shine as bright as the usually do. "Emrey I need you to take care of your sister (cough) I-" "Mommy no you'r going to be okay just...just let me call the-" "Emrey no i will be (cough) long gone before they get here (cough) take care of her. There is something I have to tell you (cough) I am so sorry i kept this from you. Emrey we are not" Her eyes slowly shut her breathing fully stopped. "Mom" I whisperd still in fear i would alarm violet. "Mom no please" I cried  

Shake,shake,PUSH. "OUCH" I yelled rubbing the same spot I had hit my head earlier this morning. Ripping my headphones looking up to who I am about to murder for waking me up. " SKY WHY DID YOU DO THAT" I yelled pushing myself off the ground and hitting him in the chest. " Emrey you have been there all day I expected you to wake up before school ended with all these hormonal teens everywhere but you slept through it all!" He explained stepping back knowing im not one to mess with after being woken up. I ran my had through my hair quickly looking at the time on my phone. 3:01!! I started to panic my mom is going to kill me for missing every single one of my classes even though it was the last day. " Emrey hey its okay we will explain to your mom what happened she will understand!" Sky said trying to calm me down pulling me into his arms. I couldn't calm down he does not know how she gets when she is angry then darkness consumed me once again.