house fire.

I wonder.

you've been on my mind for quite some time now.

I know it's wrong. I shouldn't still be thinking of you.

but, here I am anyways, with you on my mind all the time.

I wonder who you've become.

I wonder what you're doing right now.

I wonder how work is going.

I wonder who you're going home to.

I wonder if they get to hear your laugh that used to captivate me.

I wonder if they get to hear your sleepy voice when you first wake up.

I wonder what you tell them about your day every night over dinner.

I wonder if you'll ever come back around.

I wonder if I'll ever get to hear your voice in conversation again.

I wonder if I'll ever be able to call you mine again.

I know I shouldn't occupy myself with "what if's".

but, here I am, wondering if we'll ever cross paths again.

you've been on my mind for quite some time now.