The Games Brought Us Together And Tore Us Apart

I'll Always Love You

It has been four years since Gloss and I got married. At first, it was like a dream. Until Snow killed his friends and Family, except Cashmere, and he turned into a alcoholic.

It broke my heart when he snapped at me the first time but now it's anytime he talks to me. The only reason I'm still with him is because I'm hoping he'll be back to normal one day.

I look over at the other side of the bed to find Gloss asleep with a beer bottle in his hand. I was never in the games, but I've seen what the affects are. I get up and throw away the bottle and go down stairs.

I sit on the couch and look at the picture of our wedding day, it was the happiest day of my life. A tear rolls down my face as I look at Gloss and I kissing, he hasn't kissed me in 2 years. The last time he kissed me was when he just wanted sex.

I hear foot steps from up stairs and I sigh, putting the pictures away and wiping my eyes "Make me breakfast." He demands coming down and sitting on the couch.

I walk into the kitchen and make pancakes, making sure to give him more. I walk back into the living room and hand it to him. He just looks at me and takes it, eating silently while watching some interview.

I sit down and eat, once I finished I lean back. I look at gloss and he is just finishing "Here." He says handing me his plate to put away.

I walk into the kitchen and put the dishes in the washer and I sit down on the floor, silently crying "Why am I still with him?" I mumble to myself.

~•~GLOSS POV~•~

I watch Caesar Flickerman interview the new victor, Finnick Odiar. He remind me of myself, just hopefully he doesn't end up like me.

I see papers on the floor and I pick them up, looking at them and I notice it's our wedding photos. I hear the door open and shut and I go to it. I only find a note...

Dear Gloss,

I'm sorry. I had to leave, you don't love me anymore and your too busy drinking to care about me. I still love you with all of my heart but I want the old Gloss that would give me piggy back rides everywhere, smiling. I love you, and you know what they say, If you love someone you love them enough to let them go. I hope one day when your better tht we can be together again, but now isn't the time. And please, don't look for me. I'll find you when your better.

I'll always love you,

Jessica

She's gone. It was at that second that my heart broke. I never showed her how much I loved her and she left.

I feel something on the back of the letter and it's her wedding ring. At that moment reality came crashing down on me, she's really gone.

I slide down the wall and cry. I cry for what feels like hours until I can't cry anymore. She left because of me. But she said she still loved me.

I walk into the living room and pick up our wedding photo "Why?" I ask myself holding the photo close to my heart. I lye down on the couch and shut my eyes, trying to escape my terrible world.

A/N: Hey! It's my first fanfiction! Can you guys please comment on how I did? Oh, and I don't own The Hunger Games or any of the characters. If I did then it would be less sad and more confusing. I'll update tomorrow!