I'M SORRY

4.)My life changes here

 sorry for the long wait I havent had time to update and ome health problems I have anaemia and alergies startings of asthma and a high probability of cancer so im scared so please support me in this well thanks for reading I'll try to update more but still no promice
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wake up and go to the restroom and look at myself. I have puffy red eyes my lips are bright red. I look around and go to the kitchen and see my sister her husband and people from church. As soon as I steped there I regretted it really badly. Eceryome saw me and walked to me and hugged me and said how much they were sorry.

     I paniked so it was true she is sick. I wanted to cry and scream at them and tell them they were wrong but I knew I had to accept the truth and I cant run away from them so I stood there silently holding back my tears.

    They left and they went home I stood there. In the room. Scared of what might happend to  me and my family. I tried to think better things but I couldn't I was having negative thoughts.
    What if my mom dies?
      I'll be alone in this world I wont have anyone to depend one.
      Yeah I have my dad but he is hardly with me. Me sister will leave and live with her sons and daughters. My sisters are gonna avoid me mire than anyone. Im alone, in this world that I now look at it black.

   " shut up Andrea, you are hust a stupid voice. Now shut up!!" I stood there then I sat down

and went to sleep. I started dreaming and it wasn't at all normal.

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       (DREAM)

   I was in a hospital room. I was sitting down by a bed.  I was looking at someone on the bed.  I started to cry looking at the person on the bed. It was my.. Mom...

    I start crying in the chair holding my moms arm and getting close to her head and cry holding her close. I was scared then I cry as my tears fall in the bed. Then crying I feel her touch and looking at her my mom she looked diffrent skinier way skilier you could feel the bones with the touch and she seemed much shorter. The dream me was looking at my mom with tears in my eyes. My mom smiles and wipes my tears away," shhh Andy its ok dont cry. Andy I have to tell you something." I looked at her and said what." She said," I know I havent been the best mom but I gave always loved you and always will even if I am not.with you at times or at all. You have always been my big girl, and baby. I have hope you will go on with your life. I hope you live your life I will always watch over you and see you grow up to be a strong and beautiful woman,habe your children,get married,go di college, graduate no matter what I love you Andrea my daughter take care of your sisters and dad. Keep smiling like you always did and keep bringing laughter and joy to this family. Bye Andy.." she kissed me. I was about to ask what she meant when...
Beep...beep...beep...beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep...
I looked shocked crying ad screaming,"MOM, NO, MOM DONT LEAVE ME MOM!!!!" I screame louder" MOM DOCTOR SOMEONE COME AND HELP ME! MOM DONT LEAVE ME!!" I shaked her lifeless body. Doctors come running I cry louder repeating the same thing before the doctors grab me I heard my mom last exhale saying I love yall andy. She was gone forever. The doctors grab me I dont move.

  I dont fight back I just cry in the floor at myself.

      (END OF DREAM)

I woke up crying and screamed"NO" I was all wet of tears I see two as around me and hugging me and I hug back,"shhh andy its ok it was just a dream." I look up and see my mom. I was happy to see her and hug her tight and cry.  I hoped that that dream was a lie but I knew that this was just the beggining of a diffrent life.
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