title:hate comments
(TW⚠️ if you are sensitive to self harm or sensitive subjects you may want to skip this chapter)
You sit in your bathroom reading comment after comment
"Kill yourself"
"Your so ugly"
"Charli was better than your ugly ass"
"God it's embarrassing how much of a slut you are"
You wipe my tears and stand up
I'm never going to be good enough
there right charli is way better than i'll be
You rummage through under your counter top until you find it, a blade.
You pull up your sleeve and start to slowly make cuts on your arms you wince at the pain at first but you keep doing it until you have at least 10 on each arm.
You hear a knock at the door
"Y/n are you in there baby it's chase"
you quickly pull your sleeves and hide the blade under the sink
"Uh yeah i am"
"Can you open the door pleaseee I really wanna make tiktoks"
"Uh sure" you open the door and you look at chase. "why are your eyes puffy are you okay?" he says in concern.
"Yeah I'm fine I was just putting in my contacts and one got stuck but I got it now" you say.
"Ohh okay come on babe let's go"he says as he grabs onto your arm and try's to pull you along.
You let out a small Yelp in pain and he looks at you and looks at your arm as blood from the cuts are now seeping on your hoodie arms.
"B-baby did you do this to yourself"chase chokes out
You look down at the ground and don't respond
"Y/n please did you do this"
"Yes"
"Why would you ever do this to yourself"
"I-I dont know just all the hate, everyone slut shaming me, telling me to kill my self and I'm nothing compared to charli" you cry out
"I don't feel like I'm good enough and everyone hates me."
A tear rolls down chases cheek "y/n please never say that I promise your amazing, you have so much to live for. Don't let the hate comments tear you down, focus on the positive comments trust me I know it can be hard at first but please try for me"
"Okay" you say as tears roll down your face
Chase pulls you gently into a hug and after standing there for about 3 minutes hugging he says "okay cmon y/n let's go get your arms cleaned up"
"Ok"
"I love you y/n nothing will ever change that."
"I love you too chase."
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