The red string of fate.

Chapter 1: Butterflies.

I use to never believe in destined to be lovers nor did I believe in most mythology. But recently I've been starting to feel quite different around a certain person, A person who's always just been there but I had never genuinely gotten attracted to...Is it possible to all the sudden look at them and glare in their sight slowly developing a fuzzy feeling inside? Something tingly and warm, stupid butterflies.

Butterflies
That feeling you get that tells you, you are in love. The feeling you get even just by looking at someone and your heart beats a million times a minute and all you can think about is being with him forever.

How is it that I just all the sudden feel this feeling randomly out of no where just by seeing him. If I had to say that this guy was the person I'd want in my life  I wouldn't be lying, his eyes were dark and mysterious his body was built strong and muscular but he still seemed soft and gentle, he is funny and is lenient he is the type of person to just be honest with you rather than hide secrets or lie. This guy... He was just so attractive not just outside but his inside personality was too which stood out the most as he smiles in awe and gives out positivity around him.

These butterflies...they appeared whenever I was around him, whenever he was mentioned or whenever I thought about him. Him just being there made my heart create a warmth feeling and a closure feeling telling me it will be okay, he makes me feel like a better person in many many ways. He's the reason I smile today, the reason I have motivation to attend school, the reason why I look forward to getting up everyday and he's the reason my mindset has changed into a more happier environment...nothing. Nothing at all can bring me down as much as before if it wasn't him it was wasn't as effective to me.

It was just a shallow sadness that could easily be removable by just thinking of him, is it possible to have someone that is the reason you even continue to live on? Is it possible to love someone like him? Will he like me back if I tell him? What will happen? The questions start to run through my head and then come the voices... the rambling and blabbering voices in my head creating thoughts and doubts to my current situation, like I said the things that could only bring me down these days were if they were about him...So is this love? The butterflies? The blushing constantly? The urge to always want to see him and the thinking everyday of him? Is this... the  true feeling of love I have failed to feel for a long time? This feeling... A wonderful fuzzy warm feeling in the heart, it could be love she says.

Love... an interesting word that varies on to branches of different meanings, This love that I am feeling is it some what one sided? Or is it too early to assume of such? When will I tell this guy I've been feeling something strong around him...what will his reaction be? What a carousel of questions going around and back every second. How confusing. Love.