Sept. 9, 2020
I've made the executive decision to start getting title names off of my list of bad potential band names, mostly because I'm notoriously bad at coming up with names for chapters.
Oct. 2, 2020
Well, things went to shit real quick. It's been a little less than a month since I started writing this chapter, and I've never done that before, so I've been trying to force myself to write all week. Naturally, this week has been one of the worst weeks this year.
The car is completely broken and unusable, so that's fun. I can't drive the massive truck because I'm 5'5" and psych myself out about driving something that is easily 100 times my size. So if I wasn't stuck at home before, I certainly am now.
I'm falling behind in AP Bio because it's hard and I have no motivation to do anything every (probably curtsy of whatever undiagnosed mental issue I have).
Trump tested positive for COVID, and it's about time. By the way, I don't find this to be a bad thing, it's actually the only thing that's made me smile today.
And also the other thing that I'm not going to talk about because I told myself I wasn't going to cry about it again today.
Oct. 5, 2020
This week already has weird vibes and it's only Monday.
Oct. 9, 2020
Wow, it really is just one thing after the other with me. And not in a good way.
Our dog came back yesterday in a plain wooden box. She sits on top of the bookcase in the living room now.
My parents left this morning to drop my sister off at school and run errands. They're in the car, which is probably going to break down, and then I'm going to have to pick them up in the truck (which I can't drive, btw).
Plus no one is responding to my texts. I'm home alone and have no concept of time, so I could be sitting at my computer for hours on end with no context of whats going on in the world around me. At least when people are moving around the house I know I'm not slowly going insane.
I've sent out about six messages since they left this morning and not one person has responded to them. If nothing else, my mom should have gotten back to me by now, but she hasn't.
It's been two hours and they finally came back so I can stop freaking out now.
Now to go off on yet another tangent, have you ever gotten the feeling about something that's gonna happen in the future?
I don't know what it is but I had this little voice in the back of my head telling me that something big happens on the eleventh.
Oct. 11, 2020
It's 8:57 and nothings happened yet. I want proof that I knew something would happen though, so I'm going to publish this chapter now.
Anyway, have a nice day/night and don't forget to drink water.
