The Bullet to my Heart

Your Heartbeat...

          I sat on my own cot, looking over towards Hinata. His body being so lifeless made me sad. It broke my heart if I was behind honest. "Hinata.. I'm sorry, I am so so sorry." As I watched him, I paid close attention to the noise coming from the machine that Salt Shaker had hooked him up to.. I tried blurring it out, but the long beeping sound was taking my attention away from my thoughts.. wait.. loud.. beeping sound? 

          Hinata's hearbeat had stopped.. "Wait... Wait, no! Hinata, no!" I stood up, quickly jumping towards the bed to reach him, placing my ear towards his chest. There was no pulse. The fear overtook me as I listened to nothing. "Help! Someone help! Now! Please!" I cried my eyes, out, shaking the boys shoulders. "Hinata dumbass! wake up!! Please! I need you!" My breath hitched as I squeezed his arm. "Please!" I felt my body go limp when the beeping stopped, no sound at all coming from the machine. "No.. No, NO, NO! HINATA!" No, no, no, no, no! This can't be real! It's a dream- no, wait, it's a nightmare! Yea, a really bad nightmare! 

          "Shouyo!?" The multi colored haired boy ran into the room, staring down before gasping at the sight. The realization had most likely hit him. "No.. he's.. he can't be though.." I poured down tears again, staring down at him. Maybe if I kiss him he'll wake up like in the movies.. But that's stupid, right?.. Is it? While thinking about it I was just wasting time, so I should just do it before it goes way  too far over the edge. 

          I bent down, caressing his cheeks before connecting our upper bodies along with our lips. The kiss was about the same as earlier, the same love put into it.. well, not from him.. He was motionless, not even his lips pressing back up. 

          "He... He's gone..?" Kozume questions, still staring wide eyed. I couldn't believe it either. 

          "Oh no! Don't tell me!" Tanaka states, running into the room with Noya and the rest of our team not far behind.. Well, everyone except for Yamaguchi of course. I couldn't handle this. The tears running down my face proved that. 

          "Kageyama, come here. It's just gonna hurt you more if you stay-" Yachi states before the sound of me screaming filled the room. 

          "No! I don't believe it! NO WAY!" I pressed my chest against his again, crying into the pillow next to his head while I pounded the bed. "Wake up. Hinata.." I moved my head towards his ear, whispering. "Please..." 

          "Kageyama.. please come here. It's not gonna fix this.. Yamaguchi will get sent to trial. He's probably going to jail, so please don't think about revenge." Suga states, placing his hand on my back. 

          "But.. I.. I love him.. I can't.. I can't go on without him. He can't go. Not yet. There's still so much I want to say to him and do with him.. He can't go.. Please.." 

          "Kageyama-" Daichi starts before being interrupted by me abruptly sitting up. If it wasn't already sad enough for me, I could have swore I heard a beat in his chest, giving me hope that I knew was useless.. Unless.. "Holy crap." There was a slow beeping on the machine, causing tears to stream down my face again as his eyes slowly opened, revealing a feint gold/brown before shutting again and fully fluttering open. 

          "What the.. hold up.. wait, where am I!?" Hinata questions, sitting up quickly and staring at the team who then run up and embrace him. 

          "Jesus, give him space! And no, not you Asahi, you're legit the only one not attacking him right now!" Daichi shouts as Hinata begins to panic. 

          "Hold up! Who are you guys!?" ...All at once, I felt my world shatter as the rest of the team back up as well, staring. "And.. Wait, Kageyama, what are you doing here? And why are you crying?" Hold on.. he remembers me!?