Yeji pov
I miss him.
I miss him so so much.
I regret not holding onto his hand when he needed help, ignore all those signs that he tried to give me, yet I pushed all those suspicions that I had away.
Sometimes I think
What if it never ended this way? What if I had another chance? What if I saved him before he left forever?
I wish
I wish I had another chance.
Every month I visit his grave. Why didn't I visit him every day?
Because it reminds me of those painful memories.
Choi Yeonjun
Depression took this beautiful boy away from us.
1999 9.13 - 2020 9.13
3 months. It's been 3 months already. The wound of him leaving me forever is still fresh. I kneeled in front of his grave, hugged it and cried.
I cried for like what seem like forever, then I blacked out.
"Wake up! Yeji wake up!"
I groaned as I sat up. I grabbed my phone and turned on my phone to check the time.
Who carried me back from the graveyard?
Maybe dad drove me back.
10 September 2020
What?! It should be 13 December 2020!
"Mom!"
My mom rushed to my room.
My eyes watered up at the sight. She was still so energetic, so lovely.
After the incident, I had a big fight with her. She told me to move on, and continue my studies in college. But I couldn't. I didn't go to any classes after that incident happened. I yelled at her
"You don't understand!"
The last time I saw her was a week after Yeonjun left us. She left the house with puffy eyes, dark circles under them and messy hair. I could tell she cried in her room.
Guilt hit me like a truck.
"Yeji? Honey why are you crying?"
Her worried voice pulled me back from my sea of memories.
"Nothing mom. Just had a bad dream."
"Awww come on let mom give my little baby a hug."
If I really traveled back in time, I'll have to fix everything. I'll save Yeonjun then none of this will happen.
"Thanks mom."
She ran down the stairs and I heard her voice fading
"Come on honey breakfast is ready!"
I brushed my teeth, put on my clothes and combed my hair.
When I reached the breakfast table, I saw a person which I never expected.
"Yeonjun?"
To be continued
