I don't know what I really want. I'm lost… And very tired.
I don't wanna hear any noise. I don't wanna hear laughters. I don't wanna hear anything. I'm tired hearing them speak. I'm tired hearing them blame me for what I am.
I don't wanna see them smiling. I don't wanna see them happy. I'm tired seeing them. I'm tired watching them blame one another. I'm damn tired of everything.
I'm tired with arguments, so I kept my mouth shut. My temper's became worst. I break things when I'm mad. I draw lines that stings. I cry for nothing. I laugh, but become more sad. I lock myself in adark room for days. I don't wanna go out. I don't wanna eat.
I don't know where I am anymore. I don't know my self either.
I wake up every morning feeling empty and always tired. I am lost and very tired. I just wanna rest… Forever.
