Samuel Han P.O.V
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mga tinatago niya,I don't want to invade her privacy but how can I help her if she is not sharing it to me? Why she always keep problems to herself,when she have me? Hindi niya ba ako kayang pagkatiwalaan?
Napakawalang kwentang boyfriend ko naman kung ganon nga,I just want her to be happy and never feel the pain of the past.
She is sleeping now with a heavy heart,I kissed her hand,"Tell me when you are ready,I will help you no matter what it cost." I said while she were sleeping.
Yesterday before I got drunk I just bought a damn house for us to live,because Jane keep pestering us. Maybe she is my bestfriend but I have a girlfriend now,she can't act like she have relationship with me. I.DON'T.LIKE.GREE.TEA. ( refers to a woman who presents herself as innocent, sweet, and kind in order to approach guys who she finds useful, potentially in the sense of money, power, or purely fulfilling. (This is the green tea part). Yet is actually and all her good qualities are fake merely in order to appeal the guy. uses many methods to achieve her goal, usually involves lying and being immoral. copyright to urban dictionary)
If I can't remove her sadness and pain then maybe I can lessen it,I smiled.
I'm so excited to see her reaction too our new house,it's just two storey house with a classic design,it has two rooms for us. Ofcourse this is just a temporary house,magpapagawa ako nang bago before we get married.
I can't help but to smile when I imagined after a long tiring day there will be a pretty wife greeting you with a bunch of kids lol.
I never grew in a happy family,my dad always want us to be on the top,business,school and every competition. Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang mga tao na ang mga nasagasaan niya sa pagkagahaman niya sa pera,t-there's one time na napagtakpan ang napaka putangina niyang kasalanan. Napakuyom ang kamao ko nang maalala iyon.
"H-he fucking killed a...child"
"Who killed the child?" Biglang tanong ni Tina,fuck nagising ba siya? There is no use to hide the truth,since mapapagkatiwalaan naman siya. I know she will never betray me at all cost.
"M-my father,he killed a child before at hindi niya napagbayaran ang kasalanan na iyon." Galit na sagot ko, ang mukha naman ni Feli ay shock and looked relieve. But why?
Ngumisi siya,"Woah didn't expect that but not surprised tho." She said,she sounded angry. Hindi ko maintindihan ang mga sinasabi niya. May nakapaloob na ibang sabihin ang mga sinasabi niya.
"Please,don't tell anyone. Ayaw kong mawala ang pinaghirapan nila ni Mama." I said. Huminga naman siya nang malalim and guilt is readable in her eye's.
Naguguluhan na talaga ako.
"M-mahal." she called me. My heart skipped a beat woah this is the first time she calls me mahal.
"This is the first time you call me that." I said then she smile. It is a genuine smile,that smile I will protect.
"Sorry for not calling you mahal, it's just I thought I am not ready but now. I can shout my love on you on public." She said.
Oh GOD,how good being loved by the right person.
"Anyway, I am so sorry sa nagawa ko kagabi. Kung ano man nagawa ko,pero babawi ako. I'll just take a bath and then aalis na tayo. I said.
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Cristina P.O.V
My job is done, my fucking job is done. He easily spitted the information I want,makakalaya na ako sa pamilya ko. P-pero hindi ko siya kayang masaktan o iwan. Takot ako na mawala siya dahil...mahal ko na siya kahit hindi naman dapat.
Pero heto na ang huli,wala akong magagawa. It is already fated.
My heart aches whenever I thought of leaving him behind,pareho lang kaming maghihirap kung hindi ko susundin ang matagal nang nakaplano.
Ilang minuto ang nakalipas at tapos na rin maligo si Samuel.
"Mahal, tara na?" Aya niya sa akin, I smiled. This is the last time,lulubusin ko na dahil pagtapos nito sakit ang haharapin namin.
I tried to give my most cheered feeling,"Sure," Sagot ko at kumapit sa braso niya. "Silly girl." He said.
Hindi ko alam kung san kami pupunta,sabi niya kasi ay babawi siya. Ang pinaparoonann namin ay isang subdivision,nakita ko naman ang isang bahay na tila na akit ako.
Huminto kami sa harap noon,"Bakit nandito tayo?" Tanong ko. Hindi naman niya ako sinagot at dumaretso siya sa loob nito.
"Mahal,this is our new home." He happily said. I was stunned,why? Bakit nag effort siya nang ganito,nahihirapan akong iwanan siya. "Why?" I asked,"Because I want us to live without worries." He said.
My heart is aching nonstop,parang nawawalan ako nang hininga. Tanging galit sa sarili ko ang nararamdaman ko.
"You don't need to do this but thank you so much,Mahal." I said, at tuluyan nang bumagsak ang kanina pang nagbabadyang luha sa aking mga mata.
"Stop crying." He said and hugged me, I hugged him back very tight.
"Pasok na tayo?" He asked, at inakbayan ako. Tumango naman ako.
This house he bought for us,for us to live but here I am gonna leave him soon.
Nakaready na lahat dito,ang paglipat nalang namin ang hinihintay."Mahal,Let's sleep here for tonight." I said. He kissed my hand,"Sure." Nagorder na lang kami nang pagkain hanggang para sa gabi,he bought wine too.
"Let's celebrate for having a new home." He said. "Ang corny mo." I said.
Kumakain kami ngayon nang nuggets galing sa mcdo, this is our late lunch lol mag aala sinco na ay ngayon palang ang lunch namin.
This will be the last day na magsasama kami
