When Love Is Gone?

CHAPTER 5

FLASHBACKS

"Kim" tawag ni Christian, we're on the state
"Are you free today?" Tanong Niya

"No, I have to do my homework later, and I will help my mom for a business purposes" Sabi ko

"Please!" Pagmamakaawa niya

"Where are we going, and what time we're going home?" Tanong ko

"In Starbucks, promise I take you home around 7:30 p.m" Sabi niya

It's already 6 p.m so we were spend our time together for awhile, not bad because Christian is so funny, sarap Niya kasama, I felt secured when I'm with him, I felt everything, I think I already love him, but I was lying on myself that he's just a friend, I treathened him just a friend but I'm wrong at a very start, I was already falling for him, he's my ideal man, funny, clean cut hair, pointed nose, deep dimple, red lips, deep eyes, perfect shape of eye brows and his voice is so perfect, God is so unfair he let this man owns everything

I'm at the Starbucks with the man I dreamed of, we eat silently, not until Christian talked to broke the silence between us

"Are you okay?" Tanong Niya, it's so awkward,

"Yeah, I'm okay" sagot ko kahit na Hindi

"Kim!" Tawag niya

"Hmm"

"May gusto akong sabihin sa'yo" si Christian

"What?" Tanong ko hoping for false truth

"I...I..." Nauutal niyang Saad

"What?, Can you tell me what is it?"medyo irita na ako, umasa na ka sabihin niya...I like you, or I love you....

"Kim..." Hindi Niya masabi ng dare-daretso

Im about to go dahil I don't want to fell what I was felt, It's so ridiculous, I'm hoping that he also like me

Nang tumayo ako ay hinawakan Niya Ang kamay

"Kim I like you" Sabi niya ng mabilis, nabigla ako sa sinabi niya, I can't move anymore, I can't talked anymore, kaya tumakbo ako ng mabilis, at agad na nag abang ng sasakyan, dapat pa akong matuwa sa nalaman ko o mainis dahil baka Hindi totoo, but he was so serious nang sabihin niya Yun

I'm not sure, I'm not really sure sa mga salita niya

Days pass I didn't notice Christian around the campus,

I was shocked when someone pulled me, not my hair but on my hand...I know who she is, she's my best friend, it's myca

"Alam mo bang, Hindi pumasok si Christian ng apaat na araw at pang lima ngayon, at you didn't even aware na ikaw Ang sinisisi?" Sabi niya ng makarating kami sa likod ng music room malapit na saaminng room

I didnt even notice na ako pala sinisisi? Kasi when I looked at them they act normal but it's so plastic

" No" Sabi ko

"Haysst girl, if you don't love him, just tell him" Sabi niya

"You know that I loved him, right?, I told you everything" Sabi ko

" Yun Naman pala, Mahal mo Naman pala diba? Bat mo pa pinahihirapan?" Sabi niya

"Wala siyang ginagawa, Hindi Niya nga ako nililigawan o balak ligawan"Sabi ko

"Kailangan pa ba Yun?" Nagulat ako ng narinig ko Ang Boses Ni Christian

He heard everything? Kanina pa ba siya?

"Ah..kanina ka pa diyan?" Tanong ko

"Nope, kararating ko lang" sagot niya

" Did you hear everything?" Tanong ko ulit