A Little Too Much || JJK [Unpublished]

Why I Can't Continue This Book. please read.

I contemplated for a very long time whether I should be doing this or not, and I finally came to the conclusion that I can't continue writing this book anymore.

This book means a lot to me. I started writing it when I was 14 and it was my most popular fanfic for a while so it had a special place in my heart.

After it got popular tho, my characters (expecially my female lead) started getting a lot of hate comments and death threats which I found quite unnecessary and rude when she wasn't even a bad person. I guess some readers just want flawless characters.

More importantly, most comments talked about how much Jungkook deserved better, that he was too good for her, yet they completely overlooked his overly possessive trait. It took me a while to realise that I was writing about toxic relationships and romanticizing them because back then I was young and naive and didn't know that that was toxic.

Jungkook didn't take no for an answer. The female lead rejected him a million times, and he still persisted on asking her out and flirting with her. Now this is such a cliche trope that you see in a lot of books and movies nowadays where a guy "chases" a girl until he has her, and it's way too romanticised that people don't realise that when a girl says "no" she means it. She doesn't want to go out with him, she doesn't like him, and bringing it up over and over again won't make her like him and it also strips him off his dignity.

It really saddened me when I realised that a lot of girls go through this and it bothers them so much to points they have to lie that they're in relationships so boys stop pestering them and I was just writing about how romantic and wholesome it was. And I learned from my mistakes.

And it saddens me more than anyone that I'm taking this book down. I put in so much effort in it. Heck, I even wrote a spin-off that I planned on publishing one day.

I'm sorry for those of you who liked this book and looked forward to the rewritten version, but my whole plot revolves around Jungkook chasing the girl so if I try to alter it it'll become a completely different book.

And hopefully this will be a lesson that not only I learn but some of you, too. Especially that there are many young ARMYs here on wattpad. Girl or boy, you have the right to say "no" and your opinion must be respected. And if you've been rejected for obvious reasons, no need to be persistent. You'll find someone better.

That'll be all. Thank you so much for supporting my book. I'll probably take the chapters down but leave this message here because it's something we need to talk about more.

Lots of love,

riseofsuga