Becoming your sacrifice

Pretending

"SARA! Sara wake up !" I heard my mom screaming .
"Sara please get ready the train is not going to wait for you ."
"I'm coming Mom just give me a minute please ." I said.
I don't really feel like going , I mean yeah of course I want to see my friends, make new memories, play quidditch and all that but how am I supposed to look at him everyday while his smiling and laughing  after what his father did to my mom. I go down stairs and help my mom pack all the things to the car . 

After 1 hour we arrived at platform 9 3/4 .
"Are you sure u packed your wand ?"
"Yes mom."
" What about your robe ?"
"Mom don't worry , I'm sure I packed everything ."
" But did you pack-"
"MOM! " I stopped her before she finished the sentence.
" Yes I packed my books." I said .
" Okay that's good . Look Sara the train's here." She looked sad , I saw a tear falling down her face.
" Mom ... are you sure your gonna be okay ? I can stay and help you with everything."  I said with tears in my eyes.
"No . Sara Hogwart was your dream school I can't take that from you , I have Molly Weasley and you know she's the only person that is going to take care of me like no one else would ... She has her umm- methods ." We both started laughing .
" Sara , Rose , I'm here ."
" Speak of the devil , look who's waving mom."
We saw Molly with her puffy hair waving and smiling at us, I couldn't see Cedric , Hermione, Ron ,Harry and the Weasley twins .
"Where is everyone ." I asked Molly .
"They're already on the train Sara, it's leaving in one minute ."
" Okay mom I gotta go , I love you ." I said and gave her the biggest hug .
"SARA ! " I heard Molly screaming .
" I love you too mrs. Weasley ." I smiled and waved running to the closest door.
The Weasley family is like a second family I never had . They took care of me and my mom when my dad decided to leave us and become a death eater.

"Oh no." I thought . The first person I saw was of course Draco Malfoy.
Pansy tapped on his shoulder and whispered something . He turned around. It was weird because he didn't laugh like he normally would . I walked by him . I felt a cold hand grabbing my arm. I didn't turn around . I knew it was him ,I didn't want to look him in the eyes.
" Can we talk ? " I heard Draco whispering .
Wow ... Draco asking me to talk to him , impossible.
" Take your hand of me right now , we have nothing to talk about Malfoy."
"Sara my father -" He was trying to say something but I was so mad ,I couldn't hold my anger anymore.
" Your father what Draco?! He hurt my mom , he was torturing her don't you understand that , he's horrible and you're just like him ,  shut up and never talk to me again ... Now , take your nasty hands off me because I'm trying to find my friends."
Everyone went quiet . I heard Draco whispering :
" You are going to regret that , you and your bloody  poor friends."
I really wanted to say something but I didn't , I didn't want to give him a satisfaction.

After a few minutes I found Hermione. She smiled and hugged me.
" She's here guys !"
I saw Fred  popping out of nowhere.
" Hey Blondie ." He said trying to make his voice sound deeper.
" Hey Fred, where is the better looking twin ?" I said laughing .
"He's with Angelina."
" Oh yeah I forgot ... his new girlfriend." I rolled my eyes and laughed.
"Sara!" I heard Harry and Ron behind me. I hugged them and kissed them both on a cheek. We sat down they all started talking, after my short conversation with Draco I didn't really feel like talking to anyone , I was looking at the rain drops falling down the window. I saw that Hermione was looking at me .
" Are you okay Sara? " She whispered because she knew I didn't like talking about my feelings at loud . I didn't like talking about my feeling at all actually .
" Yeah I'm okay . Um Hermione... I was wondering where is Cedric ."
" I'm sorry Sara , he decided to sit with other Hufflepuffs this year. The break up was hard for him too . "
" I know ... I know , it's all my fault , my dad shouldn't threaten him , but I can't change the past ."
" Its not your fault , we shouldn't judge people by their parents actions , you are your own person . We are not our parents. Look we didn't judge you after your dad became ... you know, we love you and nothing is going to change that . "

" Why are girls always whispering ?" Ron asked.
" Its just girls being girls ." Fred said.
Me and Hermoine giggled.

We arrived at Hogwarts.
"Sara are you coming ?" Harry asked .
" Yes just give me a minute I'll see you guys at Dinner."
I needed some time for my self , I could barely see anything through the window because it was already dark outside . I forgot that I left my bags in the Slytherin section .

Draco's POV:
"Draco we should go." Pansy said .
I didn't say anything, I couldn't stop thinking about what I had to do , I wasn't ready, but I had to do it , I can't say no to my father .
" Fine im leaving ." She said and walked out .
I heard someone coming, but I didn't look who it was , I thought it was one of the teachers.
It wasn't , I could smell roses , I knew it was her...Sara. She was struggling with getting her bags
But I wasn't going to help her. After what she said about me. She's just a stupid half blood with a mudblood mother , she's not even a real witch and I am not like my father ... or am I ? Am I actually as cruel as him ?

Sara's POV:
I was wondering why is he still here , I didn't really care I took my bags and went outside , I put my bags on the carriage.
When I was finally at school, I didn't feel hungry at all ,I just wanted to go and sit somewhere by myself so ,I decided that the best place is Slytherin common room . I put a note in Hermoine's bag saying that I was tired and went to bed.
"Dragon's Fangs ." I said , it was the password to Slytherin's common room.
I really needed a relaxing shower so I took my pyjamas and went to the washroom.

I heard moaning Myrtle talking, then I realized she was talking to Draco. I'm usually not like that but I had to listen what they were talking about .

Draco's POV:
"Myrtle, am I a bad person ?"
" Draco you're a good person ." She said with her annoyingly squeaky voice.
" I didn't ask if I'm a good person Myrtle , I asked if I'm a bad person." I said raising my voice even though I didn't mean to.
"Well- You treat people badly Draco, you bully them." She said.
"Myrtle I tried being nice , but that wasn't enough for my father. Anyway , it's always about Potter , he's comparing me to him." I didn't even know how to explain what I feel.

I know talking to moaning Myrtle is weird , but she was the only one that would actually listen to me.
No one ever took me seriously.
" Myrtle every time I try to be nice people compare me to my father and I just explode , I try to defend myself ."
" Defending yourself by being mean isn't going to help with anything ." She said . " Draco what about her?." She said ... I immediately knew who she was talking about.
" Sara she-" I wanted to say something but moaning Myrtle stopped me , I turned around and ...

To be continued

Hey , so I know this chapter wasn't Interesting but I wanted to introduce your character Sara, and because of my family situation I didn't have time and energy to write ... I'm sorry .
If your wondering the romance between Draco and Sara(you) is going to start at the end of the 3rd chapter. Most of the chapters are going to be about Draco , his feeling and his live behind Hogwarts.
Im this book Draco is going to get happiness and love because we all know he deserves it, but things are also going to get complicated.
If you have any suggestions for the new chapter my dm's are open or you can always comment , thank you so much for reading .
( it's my first book ever I really tried )