Act 0 .
Prologue ,
Big brother.In the deepest level of the Port Mafia headquarters , lies a fragile little girl with a demon inside her soul with funeral silence sitting beside her and the echo of the nothingness being her one and only friend
" Big brother , I missed your presence. I wish for you to stay safe and yet you never came back nor you wish me safe "
To the moon and stars , she prays
" Big brother , the fountain of rains and darkness has tied its grip on me. Why are you not here when I called out your name? "
But none answer
" Big brother , the demons told me to let them in. It's getting louder every day. Could you hold my hand once again so that all the screaming will stop? "
Tears come flowing as she realized
" Big brother , am I not enough? "
Her savior has abandoned her
" Big brother , where are you? Please come back , it hurts "
Her own family has abandoned her
" Big brother , have I been a bad little sister? "
Her voice only a faint whisper , showing emptiness , filling with broken music and white noises
" Big brother , have you forgotten about me? Could this be what they called punishment? "
Just like herself , broken and empty
" Big brother , I'm waiting with the Angel Of Death keeping me accompany with stories for who knows how long "
And without her realizing it ,
" Big brother , even if you have abandoned me , I'm still your little sister. Thus why I still will do what you wish me to do. Stay in the brink of death and shadows "
The demons are already in
" Big brother , the demons are my friends now and they will help me to fulfill your wish "
And whispering to her ears to break herself
" Big brother , I will make your wish the death of me "
So they can control her body to create destruction everywhere she goes
" Big brother , I will be a good little sister "
And it's funny that she knows she's walking slowly to her own death but didn't stop
" Big brother , I will be the death if you want to be the life "
Why?
" Big brother Osamu , I will be with the dark if you want to be with the light "
It's because she's a foolish and loyal little sister
" Big brother , I will be the death of me "
To the demons , she surrender
" Big brother , your wish will be the death of me "
Allowing them to eat her flesh and bones until they full
" Even tough that's the case. . . "
And force herself to eat her own heart and drink her own blood
" Would you at least put a single petal of Rose on top of my grave so that I know that you still remember me? "
For her big brother , she will crawl and rot in the middle of nowhere without anyone remembering her name nor her own existence.
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In which the second
Dazai exist , only to be broken and tore apart like a doll.
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BIG BROTHER || BSD
Fanfiction[ completed - reader insert. ] In which, a second Dazai exist. • book 2 in progress.