Before I actually start here is how this will work. Each chapter is a new song. That's basically how this is gonna go. Thank you for reading and for giving a shit. And if you don't give a shit...well fuck you then ya know?
Another day Another hotel
The outside of it sucks though, oh well
The outside I must go
To ask people to come to my next show
But I'm testing how far this line goes
Been walking it too long so
I just can't get the peices to fit
Everything I do is a swing and a miss
And I feel like I'm saying the same shit
Over and over it sucks I gotta admit
Cause I found something I can commit
To and every single sound that I emit
Comes from the deepest darkest fucking pit
From hell and my teeth I fucking grit
When what I writ I finally spit
And people just wanna sit there and judge it
Cause this is my quest my journey
And I'm appointing myself attourney
What's going on in my head?
Its making me dread
Until I finally decide to hurt me
Cause I think in my mind yeah
That I can't go on feeling this scared
Because my head is drawing blanks
And my wrists are bleeding from the knife there, But I
Summoned up the might of a bear
To act tough walking around the room dead
And I dread
The thought of death
And at the same time becoming an old man
So i, don't even know if christs there
I shout, want him to answer my prayers
Twice I swear
To god there
This task is something I can't bear
And yes I'm scared
So I can't hear
The logic for reason and justice
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
MY BRAIN IS WEIGHTED!
YOU CANT CALCULATE THE WIEGHT OF THIS PAIN I HATE IT!
And my heart is starting to feel cold and jaded
Every day is just a battle to make it
But this battle keep wages
Going through depression in stages
I'm getting sick and my brain is
Tired its making me act dangerous
But biting the bullet is better then killing fools with a bit of luck
Fuck this rap imma keep going till they've had enough....
